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Go On Go On &Break My Heart..

2010-01-06T22:15:00.007+08:00

Haai, so why is it that when we're left alone, we get paranoid; thinking up a storm of all the worst things that you can possibly come up with. I mean, why do you have to make sense of everything, why can't we just accept something for what it is. Why do we tend to analyze situations that have relatively made slight alterations in it's rather usual straight pattern. What's amazing is when things are back to normal, we so easily forget all the accusations and bogus imagery that went on up in there.

It's annoying that so many things were running through my mind in one particular episode. Thinking back, I feel pretty stupid for thinking and assuming such things.

I feel so, common.

I'll be okay. I'm fearless.

Better believe I'm fearless.

Yes. Yes. Yes.

2010-01-05T22:46:00.004+08:00

A year older, a year wiser..

Yes, I have expanded in size. Due to the extensive consumption of delectables, heh :D today is my birthday and although it was just a simple celebration, I couldn't ask for anything more.

Yes, I haven't been blogging in ages, and it's pretty much dead. Well, for what it's worth, I'm gonna get back on track and start blogging again. I need to feel some ounce of contentment in life.

Yes, I am starting college next week. And it's gonna be interesting, I suppose? We're not planning on spending CNY here this year, thesister is graduating in Perth :)

Yes, I had a shitty NYD :/ tres disappointing.

Penang was awesome, apart from the hostile jellyfish. Here's to a new year.

umm, NO?

And I thought you couldn't hurt me, you had to on my birthday.

You Can Kiss Me If You Want To

2009-12-16T02:29:00.006+08:00

I'm leaving for Singapore in the afternoon.
God knows I'm gonna miss you b ♥
Sorry for the hiatus, it sucks that I haven't got the mood to blog.
But I have all the time in the world to spam facebook.

:)
Forgive me
♥

and he said, "I Want To Baby."

Iloveyou.

Don't Mean Anything, Now That You're Gone

2009-11-26T04:34:00.006+08:00

Hi ya.

So well, haven't been blogging for sometime now. It's been pretty hectic in college with assignments and presentations due, man oh man. Everything's all good now, exam's in a week though, yikes. Gotta stop wasting time on facebook and start revising :/

I know, I know what you're thinking, it's facebook, like hell I'm gonna stop going on. I will..try. Seriously, I'm shit scared for French. Not so much for the other two. Honestly, I can't wait for it to be over and done with, YES. Then it's 3rd sem baby. I feel old.

Hm, speaking of which, I'm kinda excited that the year is coming to an end. SO FAST though. But it's good, I like beginnings. Especially cause NeYo's coming down in JANUARY! Time to start making my resolutions list again. So far, this year, I've done pretty much everything I wanted to do, almost. I still have a lot that I haven't done though, kinda bummed.

Been spending most of my time talking to thebff :D BIG BIG shoutout to eyi love aka ryan johnson ;) haha yeah, see, the plan was to tell my parents (if they ever asked) that his name is ryan johnson, cause my parents get really paranoid when I'm around malay guys. But mum already saw his name, so it's Emyrul Johnson; somehow. haha weird. :p

I think the maggie goreng I ate yesterday is giving me stomach cramps -.- bloody hell, I couldn't wake up from bed at all today. Freaking wasted a whole day in bed. I decided to make lamingtons! Today, which is the 26th! :D never tasted one before and I'm such a community channel junkie. GOD she's crazy funny. I LOVE YOU NAT! heh, so excited (y) watch and subscribe, there will never be a dull moment in your life, ever.

Oh, I went out with Raffy the other day, had a really awesome time at the restaurant next to the smelly ~~river~~ stream. But yeah, we visited the doggies at Central Park, we're going there for a picnic, haha :)

Gonna have a go at playing my guitar now and wake up the neighbourhood. I just wanna learn one song, ONE BLOODY SONG. & I'll be content.

GOD FTW.
not really, just over exaggerating

& yes, I would actually ♥

(but M'sia is fucked & it would be complicated; I love you baby)

Take My Hand, We're Off To Never Never-Land.

2009-11-15T21:35:00.008+08:00

So I really don't know why I do this but I think it's become a dirty habit. Whenever you bump into me now, I'll give you what I'd like to call a wave wave, literally a double wave -.- I know right, I mean, like, wtf. It's like programmed into my peewee brain that it's okay to double wave everytime you meet someone you possibly know. & my friends get really annoyed sometimes. See, I have to stay in college the whole day if classes finish late 'cause well, I don't have a car, let alone my drivers license. Yeah, pathetic, I know. So yeah, because I stay in college all day, I practically know atleast one person from each department/class/school. So whenever I pass them on the way to class with my friends, I always get comments like, "God, you know everyone, don't you." like it's a bad thing. Then they get annoyed for god knows what reason. Bugger off, so I know people. So what?! WAVE WAVE!

I wave a lot. I think it's like a biological mutation reflex thing :/ whenever I see a familiar face, it automatically sends signals to my brain telling it to lift my hand and move it from left to right with optimum force and velocity. I'm even starting to do it in church. Like today I saw this girl from sunday school, haven't seen her in awhile and she was walking pass me, I smile and like some kind of uncontrollable reflex, I ~~wave~~double wave. I felt so retarded when she gave me the look. Felt like such a freak. Gee, thanks ...hm

So a little bit about today. Made my friends kidnap me after mass today, I just needed a dose of friends, overdosed on family due to the fact that I couldn't go out because people these days don't make use of their handphones *rolls eyes. Screw that, so over it. So yeah, sunday breakfast with my friends are always the best :) I love spending time with em. Picture, AKA brain stimulator (ohyeaah) If you can't see the reason for the picture on the right, just slap yourself. The van's indicator is for the left and the other car's indicator is for the right. We were like, duuude I wonder how that's gonna go down. Haha we didn't really pay much attention after that. Just thought it'll be fun to post.

Another thing, I don't know why my mum things it's okay for her to talk to me like how she does with my elder sister. I mean, I don't like talking to my family, it's long and hard (ohdouble meaning, don't get excited now) for me to explain. JUST I don't like talking at home. The only conversations I have with my parents are either to argue about how much I think they're wrong and if I can go out. Because even when I know the answer, I still have to ask permission, so that they feel like they are in control of my life, still. after 17 years, they still wanna hold my hand and cross the road *metaphorically speaking.

Been sitting in front of the laptop this weekend, how dull. YEAH. I know, damn. Mum kept bugging me to wash my clothes but when I finally got to it, the machine was full, but she's still asking me to wash my clothes, damn sometimes, I can so totally see where I get my blondness from. Seriously, I don't know what is up with her. At work she's so alert, she remembers everything. But when we talk to her or tell her something, she's like a retarded brain damaged child! DUDE. Like, the fuck. It's very annoying.

...crap got sidetracked...

Anyway, that's really beside the point. What I was gonna say is that, I've been sitting in front of the laptop these pass two days and I swear I'm not surprised that my uniform doesn't fit me anymore. HAHA is it really true that when you sit for long periods of times, your butt gets bigger? Well, you don't possibly expect me to stand and do my shit on the lappy, do you?

Yeah, the amount of time I spend online, I swear if I were paid to do it, I'd be super rich man. & I'm so addicted to this game it's called Bejeweled Blitz. It's not awesome or anything, it's just very addictive, for me anyways.

Yeah, click on it. Or not.

So, I always play this game like a junkie on crack, it's like my supply of crack. LOL laaaame. Yeah, anyways, so whenever I play this game, I play it with the sounds on, because I'm just used to it. BUT somehow or rather, the21yearold finds it irritating that I can't play quietly *rolls eyes. So to satisfy her, I turned the sound off. I had to adjust to the fact that there wasn't any sound but I got used to it after awhile and it was all good. Somehow I'd realized only today that I had memorized the sounds and had been playing them in my head as replacement of the original noisy man who says One Minute like Megatron. LOL

My parents really get on my nerves. First of all, I don't know who told them that dogs understand english like humans do. My dad talks to the dogs like they can answer him back. And he makes fun of my uncle who talks to his tortoises, pfft. DAD LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU MOCK OTHER PEOPLE. They watch movies with the volume super high, it's so annoying, I can't listen to my music without my ears hurting.

God, it's frustrating. & seriously, I have to find another word to replace the word God. I've been using it too much and I don't feel good about it, for the first time in my life. LOL

Guess I'm done boring you with words. Have a good night. Take care.

x
nikole jeyn.

I Miss You.

2009-11-15T11:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Terri Fugga ♥

Friday the 13th.

2009-11-13T23:04:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Molly Molls ♥♥

Baby, You Know That Maybe It's Time For Miracles.

2009-11-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

2012
A lip biting Two and A Half hours!

My lips are pulsing with pain right now. The movie was good, well the explosions were tres magnifique! The acting, not so bad. The car going through buildings with people falling was where my lips were just brutally mutilated :( and it didn't help when the plane crashed and when the water hit when the door wasn't closed shut :/ *spoiler oops.

Before all of that, college was fun; housekeeping with eyi and manny was funny! Then class :/ which the lecturer was late for, as always. Zoning out to his "insightful" information on being maids, I looked under the table and found this underneath. Waited til after class was over to take a picture of it cause 5800 doesn't find it useful for the user to have the option to silence the camera sound, hm. So yeah, it kept me awake for awhile. Caveman, you're famous.

Afterward, met up with caveman and left for tcm. Got the tickets and princess caveman was hungry but couldn't decide on what to eat, what a girl :p Walked over to find the directory and found it, I think we were standing there for a good solid 10 minutes.

"Hey darlin, you want some bad ass coffee?"

On the way back we took the long way back, by accident, I apparently told him to turn into where he was suppose to too late -.- Yeah my fault *rolls eyes. I wanted to sleep so bad, but I had to entertain him. Haha no, just kidding. It was fun. He cracks me up all the time, I always have the best times with him.

Long story short, I had a good time today. Thank you caveman :)
Your name deserves some colour, feel honoured.

& no, it wasn't a date.
for the 98263639274283659834728937289791903014th time.
:)

Goodnight.
x
nikolejeyn

This Time, I Don't Need Another Perfect Line.

2009-11-12T19:24:00.013+08:00

New song alert! By One Republic, it's called Secrets. I like it, I like it alot :D

You know I've noticed how people almost always give their readers a play by play of their day. I mean, like it's important, why on earth would people need to know every single detail of your day. Honestly, well, I'm the one to talk, I used to do it. Never spared any details. Which I think was quite a waste of time, unless well, it had purpose. LOL what am I saying.

Met up with mysecretkeeper for breakfast in a shop called sbread early this morning. I kinda almost document everything, and since my bread was taking forever to steam (ohyeahh) yeah I had my phone out decided to take a few snaps shots.

See any similarities? I think she looks like a hungry beast here, I'm sorry you didn't get to eat your speical box rice, or whatever it's called. Really, I'm starting to think that the only thing that seperates us from the animals are the fact that we have thumbs. Yeah apparently, I'm just too free to think about randoms like that and not at all about my assignments. Epic fail.

Heineken in the morning baby, in a kopitiam. Nah, it was tea. I fooled you didn't I? Whatever, I did okay, we'll just leave it as that. I'm sipping on some hot ~~choc~~ milo and added in marshmallows just to see what the hype is all about. So typical Malaysia, try to reinvent everything, hot choc = milo. See, land of the stupid. God help me.

Chatting with eyi and I'm stoked, he can play droplets now! :D I've got that boy addicted to that awesome song, cool points for nicole, baby! *score. I should get paid for advertising that song everywhere, word of mouth people, you can never go wrong with the mouth ;) olraight...

Have you guys ever noticed that whenever you're in a parking lot, people seem to stalk you from behind. Always when you're walking to your car, people just follow you behind. I mean, yeah, they want your parking spot, but I think it's really creepy to a certain extend. They'll like make illegal turns and go the wrong way just because they've spotted you walking to your car. It's like they have this small "I'm looking for my car" detectors, and once you make a face, (there is a special face, I swear) they'll just come like vultures and stalk you. Heh, I don't have a car, nor do I drive, so I aint no stalker, in that sense anyways *sarcastic.

I'm so bored tonight, I drew out some nonsense. But I got bored and lazy to finish it and it's like not even half done. LOL I got curious with the whole ouroboros snake and started drawing it out, then I found the eye of Ra; so I drew it inside. Neat huh. Oh shut up, you have goofy drawings too. Just unlike you I boast about how good it looks when it's absolutely shitty. I know how to please myself ;) ;) that calls for a double wink that one.

Right on, I need to relax. Excited easily. So yeah, I'm gonna go. Take care :D

& ooh I like how you make me feel ♥

*wave wave
x
nikole jeyn

If It Makes You Happy, It Can't Be That Bad.

2009-11-12T03:58:00.010+08:00

Okay, so I don't think I'll be getting much sleep today. I really hope that my afternoon class is canceled tmr, so that maybe just maybe, I can go out or something, just maybe.*please

Ah yes, 2012 is coming out today! YES TODAY. You can't really feel the excitement, since well you're just reading what I'm saying. So since you're reading, I might as well state here that I'm so darn awfully stoked!! Was that convincing enough for you. Well it better be, I used two(2) exclamation marks(!!) alright, two(2); that's more than I usually use (1) so yeah, feel my excitement.

Then again, I'm not exactly jumping up and down my seat, chanting Twenty Twelve, Twenty Twelve. I bet if the Malaysian's haven't heard the American's say 2012 as Twenty Twelve, they'd all be going Two Thousand Twelve, like it's cool. Honestly, I mean, American's say 1200 as Twelve Hundred, while we say it as 1.2 or even cooler, One Thousand Two. Neat huh, envy me for I come from the land of the stupid.

I don't understand why they get so offended when people overseas still think we live on trees. Geeee, your mentality is as such, I really don't blame them for thinking that. The people in control make the people living in the country look bad, you know! All the smart people down here are suffering, whilst the stupid up people are making careless decision like it's their mothers house, chau chibai. LOL *I really think the word government carries weight somehow, it's like the word Voldemort in the wizard world. Hence, words like "people in charge and up people.." are okay..

Yeah back to the reason why I'm blogging at 4.09 in the am (morning) 2012 baby, 2012. The highly anticipated movie, it better not disappoint! I'm gonna watch it on Friday, I think. Am I, caveman? :D

Then again, I pity those London folk. They're working they're butts off trying to top China's Olympic Extravaganza, even resorting to hiring The Spice Girls to perform (how lame is that) Yeah, I mean, everyone's predicting the world is going to end in 2012, I wonder if any of them have told their boss to fuck this shit cause the world is gonna end so why bother. I bet those people who've been working late at night, making calls to people who don't answer, making calls to people who have agents who don't answer, people who get crap attitude from their bosses. I bet all of em are cursing going like, why are we doing so much planning. Look, all their hard work would have gone to waste, look at these beautiful logo's. The pink one especially, can you say CUTE? Like, WOW. Awesome. *sarcastic.

No but seriously, I personally believe *lol watch the vid and you'll know why I said that, heh, okay, seriously, I really think that some of them went fuck this shit during the designing of the logo. I mean, LOOK AT IT! Fuck, it's so ugly looking, and the queen approved this shit? Are you kidding me? I can design something better la, my nine (9) year old rude sister can design something better lah, no joke.

Eh so I'd like to know what you think;

1) Do you think 2012 is real or just a hoax, because some people are just so gullible they think they're God.

& b) Are you a punctuation marks junkie? Tell me tell me, like do you do this whole, "hey......................how's it going????????" thing. I find that really annoying, yes it has reference to my life.

Leave me lovenotes in my ChatBox (cb, not chibai) or leave comments. I guess it's time for me to go. Finally, eyi got his internet, and stole his sister's lappy to chat with me, score! No just joking, he went online to watch top gear, as usual, but he took time out to listen to me whine about how bitchy my vagina is today. That's it. I'm heading to bed.

Don't you just hate that idiots just don't get that you don't wanna talk to them, like, bugger off mofo.

A HUGE HI & WELCOME to the family members who've discovered my blog. It's only a matter of time so when you do, just a quick shout out. I love you guys. Peace.

*wave wave
x
nikole jeyn

Bring Me Flowers, And Talk For Hours.

2009-11-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hi.
So, I was going through youtube today, like I do everyday because I have absolutely no life. Yeah, so I came across this awesome, awesome song. It's like slow and acoustic, been listening to those kinda songs lately, just awesome. It's by an artist that I don't even know; Bring Me Flowers by Hope. If you sing this to me I swear I'd just melt into a puddle of liquid water.

I tell you, small sisters are just so freaking rude. DON'T YOU AGREE WITH ME?! Yes. Say yes. Slap their bloody faces. And thing is they get away with it, because you scold them and then your mum tells you that they're scolding them and after telling you off, your mum just forgets to go back to the original reason of this unnecessary tiff and it's like dude, slap her please, before I do. 9 year olds, pshh.

I've been randomly talking to people today, yes, I'm in dire need to socialize; in any way possible. MSN, FB even the stupid talking robot okay. Man, I just wanna talk. And talking to myself is a tad, well, PSYCHOTIC.

G2 is like the worst fcking agency ever. They just need to freaking die. All of them. This I pray, amen. Like the hell man, I have to wait so damn long for my pay. It's cause I'm Eurasian aint it. Racist mofos.~~Asshole~~ Rectum.

Okay, so seeing that I haven't been updating, this word "Asshole " has become apart of my everyday vocabulary, whenever my parents aren't in the picture. LOL. So yeah, I've been using that word so much that I think it's become overused, I've changed it to " Rectum " now. the theory is that the word " Rectum " is more hard hitting compared to " Asshole "

It just makes sense lah.

I swear, Goldie that brown thing is gonna break the fence, like pull it out of it's sockets or something. DUDE MAN. She's damn strong, and taller than Duke. DUKE IS SO DAMN HORNY! He wants to bone that poor pup each time he gets near her man, no joke.

That's all I'm thinking about, I could go on about a lot of nothingness, but I'll spare you your time, sorry there aren't any pictures. I just want to rant.

But before I go, a quick "thanks, you guys are the ultimate shiz", to the victims of my pathetic attempt to socialize on the internet.

I love you guys;

Flora Oliviero
Brandon Chin
Nicholas Ng
Natalie Loo
Shannya (dude I still don't know what your last name is man, bad friend alert)
Tanay Mehta
Giri Panchakaran
Eric Hendroff
Rishhii (again dude, I don't know your last name, I'm sorry)
Nish Gill
Bernadette Koh
Jean Goh

I think that's all, if I've missed you out, I'm sorry.

x
n

Back Again.

2009-11-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hi.
I know it's been awhile.
I've been going through a lot, but haven't got the urge to blog.
Hm, I will, I just need time to kick up the mojo.

Til tmr, or later.

x
n

I'm The One That Loves You Best

2009-10-17T18:05:00.003+08:00

Deepavali this year is hella boring. had to miss nautical's open house for a very not productive day in klang. listening to the radio now, and facebooking my fingers to glory. my room is in a mess, but then again, when is it ever clean. no, but it's got worst. even I can't stand it. desperately need to do something about it. I hate how I procrastinate a lot. procrastination; why me.

google has been a loyal companion in my dire time of need, it's never failed me; not once. well, I've been searching for CAPRICORN, found something really adorable. I guess most of what's in that picture is true; whadya think? ;) has the internet predicted me right?

god, I'm finding all means possible to keep myself busy. texting has been doing some justice today :D yay. jelly and pisang goreng is doing a fair job as well. like when you get fake sharks fin soup and it tastes just as good as the original, I art satisfied.

using my cousin's laptop; making full use of it. I'm still not very pleased with my parents and about their comments yesterday which explains my mood today. can feel myself lighter, being hyper usually carries so much weight in my whatever I do. really just stab me a few million times, I bet it won't hurt as much as how my parents do on a daily basis. WELCOME TO MY LIFE, friends.

coconut water in klang to end the night, along with pork vindaloo and mutton curry, and of course, chicken curry. YUM.

well this was random. good riddance.
♥

I Love You, Always Forever

2009-10-17T03:50:00.004+08:00

that song is stuck in my head can't get it out. well now this post is way overdue. always meant to blog, but never really had the time or the mojo to do so. not like I have any of those at the moment, but yes I'm still gonna try.

how should I put this; I've been getting healthier? yeah, I have. if you know what I mean. some parts of me have grown and I'm trying so hard to maintain it! been eating proper meals, for the first time in 10 years. really, I don't recall ever eating 3-4 meals a day, proper meals.

wrapped up the RED BULL ad for rachels' assignment today, it was FUN! but I got kinda spooked at some parts, you know why. (special yous, worthy to tell) was super charged with red bull and master burger (whatever the hell that is) and now, I'm beat. the tiredness is starting to KICK, waaaaay in.

a quick catch up / update before I go;
just to make up for all the post that I've missed & to my faithful reader who sounded me for not blogging.

I've been doing my assignments and handing them in on time
been spending time with thebff and making time for the rest of the high school buds
I'm going for AAR, I don't care what everybody says; I'M GOING
raya at Myra's was an upset due to BEP
I totally want something which I so can't have
facebook has been an awesome companion in college
thelover is doing just fine
so damn amazed how google celebrates stuff; like bar code day.
prom has been on my mind for quite some time now
I've been meeting new people and it's good :)
my mother admitted she likes attention from guys
and then tried to say that all girls are like that; indirectly telling me I strive for attention like she does
which is absolutely despicable
my father thinks I'm cheap
simply because my friends put their arm on my shoulder
to him; putting arm on shoulder = sex in public
WTF
I don't wanna be in this house, but I have no choice
so many things have been happening, good and bad
I've learned that not everyone can be trusted

DONE.

I'm tired, heading off to bed now.
Goodnight everyone.

Happy Diwali

I Wanna Give You Some Good Good Lovin.

2009-09-29T02:22:00.007+08:00

A tad bit down today; my sayang is not here for me to disturb anymore. Ah have a good time you nasty fuck. ILY.

Sleeping so soundly like a pig; my phone rings. The usual midnight wake up call for a companion from thebff. Bored, and I have nothing to do. Going through facebook, I came across this picture. & OMG it looks so much like my friend.

[left; avatar right; jey]

Look, I'm so right, right!
Hi JEY. You look fortune teller(ish)

Call 1 600 JEY IS SEXY
& get your fortune read today!
just nice

-----

College started today, skipped the first class and class meeting because I just felt like it. Yeah, wasting my parents money, like I always do. No good, godforsaken child :D OKAY. Speaking about college, I haven't really explored it properly. Haha, went hunting with thebff today & found nothing interesting :/ doors were all locked.

I really don't have anything else to blog about today only that it was quite unsatisfying, more like unfulfilled; I suppose. OKAY. I just wanted to post this only because I saw this picture on FB and it reminded me of my darling friend JEY.

Dropping so quickly.

muchlove ; jane.

It's All About You.

2009-09-29T02:02:00.004+08:00

& he's gone; out of ~~godforsaken~~ Malaysia, to the land down under.

Ah boy!

Sayang!! Okay, even if we don't hang out alot, that doesn't mean I don't want to. Even when I'm not there to see you off at the airport, it's not because I don't care; because I do. And it's not because I'm not gonna miss you; because I'm missing you already. It's not because I don't love you; because you've been there unexpectedly to comfort me when no one else could. That's much appreciated and you know I love you dearly. Thanks so much for everything bdon. I love you so much. Take care okay please, come home in one piece!

<3 nicolejane.
xxx

Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You.

2009-09-28T01:17:00.005+08:00

I don't blog if I don't feel the need to, hmkay. How's life? Do you notice everyone's reply to, "How are you?" is "Good." LOL it's amazing how people have grown so fond of this word even when their life is pretty much in the dumps.

Work was fine, work was AWESOME today. I managed to top the sales of the previous weeks; take that you G2 underestimates. I'm ~~kind of~~VERY relieved that the project is over, Dynamo for 4 weeks is a bitch. AAHHHH!

I don't know what it is but, I had this crazy baby magnet strapped onto me somehow when I was standing around holding that ~~stupid~~ 1.7kg of Dynamo Eco-Ultra. I swear, everyday atleast 5 babies or small kids would either wave at me unexpectedly or hold my hand and drag me to their mums. &for that, I love kids, because their mums eventually bought the product. But for the most part, I still don't like em very much :/ I saw this girl, she was sitting in the trolley and I will never forget her eyes, they were round and gorgeous, just like yours♥ . YES, I just stared into them for as long as I could. HAHA creepy dynamo lady person, YEAH.

photoprops to my bud; jmt.
Thank you for the surprise, I was TOTALLY shocked ;)

Oright, off to bed now. I walked myself to the grave I tell you. My feet are so numb, I can't feel the pain. OKAY BYE.

This is the way it should begin ♥

I Promise You, Our Secret Will Be Safe.

2009-09-24T17:32:00.005+08:00

You know you're bored when you've posted 4 posts in a day; talk about carpe diem.

------------------
I've been thinking
------------------

What did you do with my pictures on your shelf? :/
Did you run out of credit?
Do I really mean what I say sometimes?
Am I MORE bitter this year?
Why don't you turn me on anymore?
Why do ants taste weird?
Is this how I'm spending my holidays?

BORED

SMILE!

2009-09-24T17:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, ~~Giri~~Caveman.

♥ the unloving friend.

Yummyyy! :D

2009-09-24T17:09:00.006+08:00

Like HELLOOHH!

I wanna talk to stupid boy yummy lahh.

Ish.. =.=

I'm like so frickin bored.

Instead of updating MY blog, I'm here. =.=

Help me revive it please. :D

I'm so bored la Niiikk.

I'm bored with school.

I need you guys to come back.

Last year damn fun dowh! HAHA!

So, I can't tell you much about today,

Cause I never really did much.

I was a good girl lah, did chores and stuff.

Oh oh, I did sit ups too. :D

Feel so fat lah, but damn hard to lose it. =/

Kay lah, wanna go be depressed now.

LOLOLOL.

I think I'mma go ber-jogging. :D

BerniKei was here. ;)

So Satisfying, I'm Still Smiling.

2009-09-24T15:13:00.010+08:00

My facebook is on faiyahh (fire) Seriously everyone's just bored, including myself. Already I've changed my status 3 times; maybe four. My facebook friends are so active it's entertaining. Here's one of the ~~current~~recent status. I think you may need to click on it, it's kinda unreadable; for me atleast.

I'm assuming since we're human of the same kind, it might be for you too?

My only source of entertainment, can you imagine. I think thebff's asleep, he hasn't replied. But caveman is thoroughly amusing me with his crazy antics of the effects of blackouts. HILARIOUS! I'm so amused, laughing non stop, food coming out from my nostrils like I had a deviated septum. HAH. Kidding. I love myself. KIDDING.

So, what's your take on polygamy?

To some it's a way of moral sanctity, to others it's oozes as a disgusting practise. Some hands down feet up totally agree to this and others think it's downright sick. Seriously, why are there only male polygamist. How contradictory, they complain how annoying and naggy women can be, but they go marrying MORE THAN ONE. Like the fuck. I don't get the science that is MEN.

This is why.

DUMB. I think polygamy is fun, but stupid with the marriage part included. I'm pretty much against polygamy. You marry ONE, call me narrow minded. It just makes more sense. You don't need to walk down the aisle to have sex, you don't have to say I DO PROMISE YOU THIS and seal it with a ring to be in love. Marriage is overrated and should be optional if polygamy is in practice. I'm not a polygamist, I just don't believe in marriage. Jyeah, few years down the road IF I ever so happen to get married you have all the permission to run towards me with a finger in my face screaming out, YOU SUCKER!

POLYGAMY IS LOW.

It's sad that guys are so horny ONE is not good enough. It's so sad that it's condoned by certain religions. It's so sad that they try to pinpoint other religions to have started it, making it seem like it wasn't them that thought of it. BUT HELLO they still practice it and still feel the need to practice it. They're just a bunch of horny raping race. I'm not racist, more like religionist. It's not the race, it's the religion. I think I should stop here, yes?

I'm so social today there's nothing stuck up my ass. The Sister is happy about this. I'm not snapping back and I'm less bitchy today. I had good dreams last night; I'm still smiling about it. ONE CAN ONLY DREAM!

Out for dinner in a bit. Today is a blooming day for my mouth and people are extra active on facebook today it's amazing. It's only a matter of time til my family finds this blog. So it shall be very tame and U (untuk tontonan umum, sesuai ditonton oleh semua lapisan masyarakat)

Distance makes a difference.

& this is applicable to everything; humanly and electronically.

I just made your day, please smile for me.
bye now

Like, SEX on Toast.

2009-09-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

You make my pupils dilate.

True, It May Seem Like A Stretch.

2009-09-23T21:36:00.004+08:00

WELCOME.
Jyeah, I totally changed my blogskin. & I kinda like it. It's very subtle; unlike the previous yellow. Haha I wanted attention, clearly. I spent almost the whole day today finding a base code and tweaking it here and there. I feel like sucha computer GEEK. I know all these HTML codes, it's amazing that I actually understand what says what and know where it's supposed to go. Honestly, I never touched HTML and usually just preferred using the ready made XML templates or the given ones on blogger, which you don't really have to do much. Thanks to my insomnia and every~~thing~~ONE else that kept me awake last night, I fearlessly dove into the HTML side of blogger and started playing around. Soon after I realized I didn't know what the heck I was doing, and kinda messed up the earlier skin and WAS TOTALLY screwed because I didn't back it up. GENIUS, I know. Thank you. But then I got a base code and permission to use it. VOILA. Out comes the baby. I like it, for now. I get bored easily, let's see how long this lasts.

My parents keep locking the door, it's quite disturbing. Quite, is a major understatement.

The weekend was shit, no one was around. Got to know people in Giant better, I guess. The promoters kept each other company. Standing alone at my aisle, always gets my mind going. Think about all kinds of stuff. I don't remember any of em now, sadly. ~~If not, I could tell the world how ingenious I am.~~ Fewer and fewer people swamped the SUPERmarket as time went by and I swear I have never seen so many people walking with their eyes closed. DAMN. Yes, if you're waiting for the punchline, you just missed it. :] I'm highly sarcastic, and if you can't take it, don't be a hater; just skip a few lines, slowpoke.

Holidays are awesome when you've got things to do. I know I said I'd make it productive, but I'm just really not in the mood. Maybe it's cause I haven't been getting enough sleep? SOMEONE, enlighten me please. Even if it bores me to sleep, you'd still be considered a massive help. The first two days were spent with the familia since Jolanta, Uncle John's new girly is here to meet the family. Today was a ~~bore~~ somewhat productive day. Tmr, is suppose to be roadtrip day, but since the roads are all jammed up, we decided it's best we stay here, in ~~godforsaken~~ KL/PJ. I'm using a lot of STRIKEOUTS today, must be a phase; a blogger phase. Raya Open House, finally! One on Friday, the ONE AND ONLY!

I think there's a time in a persons life where all the friends you may have neglected to keep in touch with and all the secrets and stories left untold were finally revealed. Seriously, what's up with it. All the friends that I haven't heard of in donkeys years are reconnecting. WOW okay. All at once & all this month. I'm stoked they still remember me. Good to know, they're alive and talkative; LIKE ME. I spent this morning talking to a very good friend of mine, it was refreshing.

On a lighter note,

Happy Birthday, Mum.

Sorry no cake :( the food in the shop just now was terrible and the people who kept staring was lucky CAP didn't dig their eyeballs out with the spoon. I don't know what people's problem are, really. Quit staring. It's creepy. Have you not seen a person before?! Is there something on my face?!

Asshole.

Gonna disturb thebff now.
(♥)

muchlove ; jane.

2009-09-22T02:50:00.000+08:00

I’m not sexually promiscuous.

TAG; The Sweet You Can't Eat Without Nicole.

2009-09-21T20:49:00.004+08:00

Go to: THISWEBSITE!
Put your name in, and generate slogan for each question.

1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
It's a New Nicole Everyday.

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Good Nicole Has Danish Written All Over It.

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Only a Fool Breaks the Nicole.

4. How would you answer a booty call?
The Appliance of Nicole.

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Fresh From the Captain's Nicole.

6. To someone you dislike?
You Can Do It When You Nicole It.

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Cleans Your Floor Without Nicole.

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Who Would You Have A Nicole With?

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
8 out of 10 Owners who Expressed a Preference said Their Cats Preferred Nicole.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
If You Like A Lot of Chocolate on Your Nicole, Join the Club.

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Nothing Comes Between Me And My Nicole.

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
Tell Them About The Nicole, Mummy.

13. What are the best words to describe you?
Hope It's Nicole, It's Nicole, We Hope It's Nicole.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Central Heating Of Nicole.

15. Your last words before you die...
Only The Crumbliest, Flakiest Nicole.

16. Your message to a special someone..
All The Nicole That's Fit To Print.

17. Title of this post will be...
The Sweet You Can't Eat Without Nicole.

You Get, SPRUNG!

2009-09-18T23:35:00.011+08:00

I'm so happy that holidays are finally HERE! What a rip off, KDU I think was the only "Education Institute" which had classes today. To top it all of I had an exam to at 10 in the morning. Which I ended up not studying for because I fell asleep after I came back from SP's.

Speaking of which, (day before) yesterday (17.09.09) SP threw and awesome party for NF who's birthday is today (18.09.09) After college, EYI darling dropped me off at SP's at around 3 and I snoozed on the couch like a fucker. Woke up and helped out with the remaining prep and it was on.

(thebff)(nikole)(sp)(mlg)

Had a great night. I missed SP's UV party the last time so I dint really get to JAKUN with the effects. Hence, I was pretty~~darn~~ jakun. It was COOL BEANS! :D Heh, then I played with SP's stuff. && I got to catch up with thebff, yay! It was goood and the food was goood, but I left before they cut the cake :(

(18.09.09)
College today was boring :( and a complete waste of time. Had stupid GAN's class in the morning and stayed in for the whole hour. Shocking, I know. On a depressing note! I GAINED FREAKING 2KG's. LIKE wtf. I knowww, it's because I binge late at night, I know! But I just can't help it. I can't sleep every night, and do you know you get EXTREMELY HUNGRY mid mornings. It's like I sahur but don't puasa. :p hey, sounds familiar ;)

DIE you motherfucker,
DIE.

I have evidence against you and I could report you to the authorities if I wanted to, baby. HAH, I feel so POWERFUL! Fear me, rawr. ~~Hee, spicy food.~~ I love you. Haha.

Moving on in life. I'm working again tmr (19.09.09) DYNAMO GIRL. Stupid company/agency. It's really dumb that they send so many people to come check up on you to make sure that you're doing your job the way they want you to. I mean, who gives a fuck, why so delligent right. I know. It really sucks.

So I'm quiting.
After this job session is over.
I'm quitting.

You know right, ALL the stupid maggie goreng packets seriously need to be recalled la okay. The last time I wanted to make maggie goreng and a packet of seasoning was missing. Damn, the whole thing had alternate presence of seasoning, which was a bitch. Cause the maggie tasted; well, it had no taste! NOW this packet of maggie is the same. WTH lah.

I'm so bored, I've never been so bored in my life. There's nothing to do and I'm just doing things for the sake of doing it. EYI's not online anymore, he's out with the boys. The Simpsons just finished and I'm gonna have to go to bed later or else I won't be able to stay up during work. Force myself to sleep if I have to.

ROADTRIP this holiday anybody? If you're not doing anything. Call me. It seems like my one week of holiday goodness is gonna be real packed or something. && when I get all excited and ready, everything just, doesn't happen. NO NO holidays are gonna be made total and full use of; taken total and full advantage of. IDC.

EH LOOK.

I can be chinese too.

&& as white as MJ
& as blind as Lee ;)

IDKWHATITIS
But ILI.

Do The Tango, FANDANGO!

2009-09-17T01:41:00.010+08:00

HOLY MOTHER. AMEN.
I was told that a 1 second prayer is just as effective as a 5 second prayer. I heard it from somewhere; the voices in my head told me. Okay so like YEAH, I'm bored. As you can see! Heh, sorry sweetie, I know I said I was gonna sleep but I just couldn't &now you're asleep, and not replying :/

Anyways, I'm so freaked out la MG (jengjengjeng) Was talking to thebestfriend just now and she was telling me a story about how people can manipulate you by just a tap. BLACK MAGIC. Apparently someone we know is under her lovers spell. IDK maybe she does really love this guy, what other explanation is there right.
But I mean, it got me thinking and somewhat a little paranoid. WHAT IF all the times I took a cab all by myself, the guy could have put some perfume shit and got me all woozy and KILLED ME. OR OR in the train where everyone's touching everyone. Seriously, I hate the train when it's so packed. Everyone stinks and thinks it's okay to grab your ass since it's the other holding option like the handles are all occupied. SLAP YOU.

Damn, I'm all paranoid now. I don't wanna be alone at home now. WHAT IF the stupid perfume smell comes in the house?! I hate this kinda shit, gets me all paranoid. I'll get over it, like everything else, LIFE GOES ON. Die, die. That's what I always say. The pepper spray should come in handy sometime.

Do you know what is even more depressing than my pathetic attempt to update mylover everyday; the fact that I have no option but to go to college at 8 in the morning tmr when I have class at 12, in the afternoon. Really daddy, IDC if it's a 5K kancil. I can't take wasting time in college. It's miserable, and I'm not built for this.

EYI offered to come all the way from college to take me, but why the hassle. But it was sweet of him to offer. He's SUPERAWESOME. :D 8AM8AM8AM I can't wait..? I havta wait for EYI to finish with French cause French for me, is cancelled. JOY.

OKAY enough about that. TODAY was really annoying down in the dungeon of GAN (DOG) Her constant nagging is drawing me closer and closer to her toolbox to rip out the knife and just stab her about 220times to shut her up. Just pop that virgin balloon body of hers. She's not a nice person, she's a menopausal ADT (anakdaratua) who probably lives the conventional single and die alone life with her 37 cats. ROWR.

Everyone's bitchy today. Well, I would say it's well deserved. I mean, you asked for it. Maybe you think you're smarter than everyone else because, god knows why. But, you're just proving all of us right by displaying your immaturity all over the internet. DUDE, maybe it's infectious. SOON, I bet your hair and skin will be falling off too. I mean, he already gave you his brain (which has zilch competence capacity)

FB is SUPERFUN!
Either that or I'm just too damn bored.
All done under half an hour.
WHY?!
Atleast it's something to do right.

Ah, done with it I suppose. The coffee's kicking in now, I feel sleepy. I made food just now. OMGOSH I think I know WHY am I so hungry all the time. Apparently, if you don't get enough sleep, your metabolism and age and weight and hormones, go haywire. Hm, maybe, just maybe.

I really should be heading to bed. I need to paint my nails and set aside clothes for SHNSPRYA's party tmr (tonight) night. Goodnight bunny's. It was nice. Come back. I wanna talk to you :D

I carry you with me; I carry you in my heart.
♥

I Wear It Proudly On My Chest, Above My Heart.

2009-09-11T20:20:00.005+08:00

This sucks, even after a whole day of LAUGHING, I still feel; dead. I think I'm dying; H1N1 or some other infectious decease that's sweeping the nation. Talk about bad days, today was one for the worst I've had in awhile. Usually, when I don't get sleep, I'm SUPERHYPER, it was the TOTAL opposite today. I was as good as DEAD.

SHOCKING. I know..

Despite the shitty mood, I still had a somewhat good day. Made plans to watch THE UGLY TRUTH with Adyy & Bi. But class finished ~~too~~so early today cause HKT didn't teach us anything. & he just practically talked to his toes. I couldn't hear anything, AT ALL.

Convinced Biancs to a makeover and I'm so stoked. So we went window shopping today. && I told her to bring money so that we can actually buy clothes that would up the sex appeal. She's HILARIOUS & so fun to hang out with.

I had a bimbo moment in TOPSHOP today, I'm not broadcasting it, cause, it's soh stupid OKAY. Thank god my sister wasn't there or I (OR the world) would never hear the end of it. (:

Before all of that, we went for lunch with EYI & M. Later, EYI drove us to OU & we had fun in the car. Bianca FLEW! YES, humans can fly. :D Like superman fly, but without the arms extended. WATCH WATCH WATCH.

It's also on youtube. This one is the unedited version. For captions and such, watch the one on youtube okay loveys. HERE HERE HERE!

That is fun to watch over and over again :D

I have pictures of my darling friend in clothes she wouldn't normally wear, and she looked nice okay. Just, she didn't feel, comfortable. WE NEED TO CUT YOUR HAIR. Seriously. I'm not gonna embarrass her more than I already did, here. I'm making a Bianca; BEFORE & AFTER Album (: OH YESS!

Ah, and for those who don't already know. I have been unfaithful. My new LOVE; my Nokia 5800. It's special. People have RED, others have BLUE; I on the other hand, have GREY. Yeah, I never knew that colour existed okay, shadap.

iLike.

iLove.

OHMIOHMAI
Before I forget, I met FUGGA today. It was like some hindi movie. She ran to me, I ran do her. I hugged her tight tight, she hugged me tight tight tighter. I almost cried. I missed that woman, ALOT. That was probably the happiest I've been all day.

Why is everybody so annoying today? Maybe it's just me. I guess. I'd like to be alone now, thanks. I should be getting ready for work tmr. But I'm lazy. iLaaaazy, very.

Uncle John is touching down ~~todayy~~SOON. I can't wait to see him. (: Though I'm not really looking forward to his long godlike lectures, about how I'm suppose to be, HOLY & FAITHFUL to God. I am, in my own way.

HI ARTHUR!
I'm sorry, I wasn't in the mood when you stopped by in front of the house. I buy you chocolates okay.

I need to do assignments now. Some of it atleast. I wanna sleep for awhile, I have had a decent night's sleep this whole week. && as a result, I'm sick. ): so much for my so called Hardcore Immune System (HIS), I blame you EYI.

Right now, on my left, my younger sister is watching Michael Jackson videos ON REPEAT. I love the guy but man, she makes me so sick of him. It's on everyday. I mean, there is a limit. LOL but the funny bit is when she's bouncing on the chair dancing to his songs, or even mimicking his dance steps. IT'S SO DAMN FUNNY.

OKAY NIGHTS.
I'm sorry, I haven't anything clever to say to end the post.

I love you.
(♥)

Isolation, Is Not Good For Me.

2009-09-11T03:34:00.010+08:00

Annoying as it is, I guess you can say that I'm back to updating on a daily basis again. I apologize for the HIATUS. I've been doing a little stalking (on other peoples blogs) and is it just me, or do most of them have this particular word in their recent post(s). Have you noticed?!

Like there's no other word sophisticated enough to use in a blog. I think eveyone's just trying too hard to sound, intelligent. Hah, bitch, I'm back. Hence, for it's oh so frequent use lately, it's MY word of the day.

hī-ˈā-təs ;
a break or interruption in the continuity of a work, series, action, etc.

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I miss blogging. Somehow, I always want to but never really get around to doing so. College has been awesome. My friends are SUPERAWESOME. A short update on myself. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING; I started work again, and well, I'm DYNAMO girl this time. Yeah like a superhero. DYNAMO GIRL, tentenene! (with sound effect) Mid terms are, soon? I have no idea. Life is goooood, thanks to special people in my life, you know who you are. I'd rott without you with me (♥)

I watched, The Final Destination OR Final Destination 4. DON'T WATCH IT. Waste money. Seriously. It's stupid. Too graphic. Sucked. For me that is.

I'm going for another movie later today. The Ugly Truth. :d Gerard Butler (GB) lovelovelove.

I can't wait.

I have to go now. It's late, and I'm illegally using the lappy in my room.
Time to SAHUR!

SO ;
how are you?
:)

In case you forgot how I looked like.

P/S; I HAVE A NEW LOVE
More on that later.

& Happy Birthday Twins.

I'm kinda in a hurry.

Sorry, no special post for the both of you. Have a good one though.

muchlove;jane

Now I'm Hungover.

2009-09-08T02:22:00.002+08:00

I had fun with you today. Although the movie was shit. You made my day.
Meet, SLSY.

We had Zanmai, 15 minutes before the movie. Amazing noh. She was amazed at how much I could eat; ALOT! :D That was all me. Yes. She made me take a picture to show the world. Babe, it's not unusual, everyone knows how much I love food. Hence the size.

I absolutely love spending time with you. You have me don't worry.

&I guess he brings out the best in my salivary glands.
♥

:]

2009-09-05T00:34:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, Eyi ♥

I Would Run Myself In Circles Here Without You.

2009-08-26T03:27:00.000+08:00

edit/

So finally; I really missed this. Truly without a shadow of a doubt, my very long hiatus has got me back on track. I'm doing good, in case you were wondering; IN CASE. Enough about that, now, the post that I'd promised I'd update on.

First of; Ruba in the hospital.
Yeah, I visited him in the hospital, courtesy of thegirlfriend. We were suppose to go out for lunch, but decided to pay Ruba a visit and have lunch there since he was going to AC after that. WIN WIN, I suppose. But Ruba's fine now, and he's all recovered and back at home. YAY.

Ruba with his PINK blanky, I called a towel. HAH ; ME, right after college on formal day.
Rubesh&I ; TheBFF&I

Then; Deb's Farewell Party.
Deborah wanted an adult sleepover, no no there was no sex involved; althouuugh, well, I really shouldn't say :X This was a day before world stage. A relative amount of booze and pizza was consumed that day, embarrassing videos and pictures are in my possession, hehe. I feel so, IN CONTROL! SOME pictures are up on FB if any of you wanna sibuk. GO GO GO.

DEB.NIC.RAC.CAS

Next; MTV WORLD STAGE!
It was the freaking SHIZZNIT! I'm so glad I got mosh pitt and pushed my way right to the front :)))))))))) Performances were AWESOME. Doug Robb is sohh sexy up close. Tyson Ritter, man oh man, he seriously had fun up there, the vibes were sick. BLG; you started it off, PERFECT. & it was so ngam that when they sang THUNDER(yes, thunder) it started drissling; talk about perfect timing guys. It stopped raining after that BTW. I can't wait for them to come down again, I'd so go. I wanna go for BEP. But that's a different story. OKAY my fav picture of the night.

NIC.CAS

Lastly; Deb's Send Off.
There's a real funny story to this, but I won't go into detail for your sake(and mine). Well, it was the day she was gonna leave, so we(RAC.ME.CAS) decided to make a sign to embarass her ONE LAST TIME; at the airport. RAC came over and all I had was this hard board so we used it. No one came to see her at the airport, even after all our CREDIT and EFFORT. Oh wells, we still made it worth her wild.

At the very last minute, I jokingly suggested to buy balloons and draw faces of her friends that couldn't make it. & so, we were VERY LATE despite the fact that we left earlier than the rest of her family members. ON THE WAY to the airport, wind blowing the balloons everywhere, I drew the faces, eventhough I don't know how any of em look like, I tried my best.

She was thrilled and we embarrassed her in the airport; MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! Remaining pictures are up on FB. START HERE. If you can't view it, am sorry.

RAC.NIC.CAS ; The Sign.
Pre Goodbye @ home ; My balloon affair.

ONE LAST TIME
NIC.CAS.RAC.DEB

AND I'M DONE :D
bye.

For There Will Always Be Room For Your Hand In Mine.

2009-08-25T22:48:00.006+08:00

Okay, I fibbed.
I~~'m not~~ can't blog today.
Too hella freaking tired.
Seriously, late night calls have to stop man!
for now
LOL
We need the sleep.
Knowing you, you need it more than I do.
But you were semangat yesterday :D
Got me all hyped up also!

Today, nyanyuk cam babi.
I was the bartender :D
I couldn't even make a decent Iced Lemon Tea lah tf.
I'm sorry :/
No, I wasn't drunk, stupid.
Was just lack of sleep.
& kinda disturbed by the dream I had.
Not surprising but still utterly perturbed by it.
GAWRSH.

Oright. I'm off now sweets.
God, this is pathetic.
The bed is calling out my name profusely!

You're Not Worth The Time This Is Taking.

2009-08-24T23:34:00.003+08:00

Hello lovers.

Yes, I know.
Our love affair is dying;
A SLOW &PAINFUL DEATH.
Gosh, I've abandoned you for far too long.
I've lost it, I swear, I've lost the mojo.
Kinda getting it back again.
I'll be in FULL swing TMR, I promise.

Updates on;
Ruba in the hospital.
Deb's farewell party.
World Stage.
Deb's send off.

Homigd.
I've got a lot cut out for me, don't I.

I'ma leave you with a video we took today before class started.

Do me a favour,
TILT YOUR HEAD?

Meet, MEYI, thebff.
He makes me laugh, ALL the time.

Sing your melody,
I'll sing along :3

Bye bye Miss American Pie,
Drove the chevy to the levee, but the levee was dry.
♥

Good To Know That You're Fine.

2009-08-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

Pretending everything is right, to make it better. I'll hide my make up smeared eyes, to show that I'm fine :) It hurts more than you'll ever know; quite rubbing it in already. Go away.

Left your t-shirt in my room, still smells of you
&the picture you hung on the door lay smashed, picture perfect.
Explains now, clearly nothing left but a memory
We only made out you never kissed me
makeup smeared eyes by automatic loveletter

Yilek Al Kana! (greetings)
Yeah, I'm gonna start all my posts with "Yilek Al Kana" as a greeting from now onwards. Yesh! I'm cool like that; take that bitch.

LOL moving on..

So my Malacca weekend getaway was hella fun and full of surprises :D We stayed at a crummy hotel, and it didn't have any internet connection in the room :( was so bummed. But I survived, evidently. :) I made so many stupid videos, and I'ma post ONE up for my own amusement :p watch it if you wanna see me make a fool outta myself, but if you're as kind as I know you are, you have a right not to click that kyuute little 90° triangle OKAY :}

*blogger doesn't wanna load the video now, i will try again tmr.

Ah damn &that fatty broke my shades. AGAIN! Seriously, what's with her and my shades?! Both of which I bought, was ~~demolished~~ ~~destroyed~~ spoiled by her. That's the last picture of me and my shades, and I overexposed it, I like :D RIP my beautiful beautiful shades.

Well, reason why we were in Malacca in the first place was for these two lovely beings. :) Yeah, she's so short! LOL but she's so pretty! HOMIGAD. It was just a simple wedding nothing fancy or anything, though the music and the company was the best! Being surrounded with people just like you gives you sucha nice, warm, soothing feeling :D hahaha yes, there are more like ME.

Thad &Glo;

congrats you two :}

I was superDUPER shocked when I saw this BOY! :D It was nice to see a familiar face among all the not so familiar LOL. His expression when he first saw me standing in church was priceless ; and so is this one in the picture ;) He was super high after dinner, (as you can see) I bet he didn't even know what I was even talking about when I called him over to my table. :D WESSSLEYYY! All sweatyy and shit. Eeew :p

Oh the pièce de résistance; the cake. Which was done by the groom himself who is a well accomplished pastry chef. :D so pretty right. I think it's reallyy pretty! It tastes really yummy too. It's very rare that we get to taste good portuguese food in a proper portuguese environment :] I'm one very happy girl.

Thank you for inviting us;

& Happy One Year Anniversary Kevin Kor kor & LV Jie jie!♥

♥

Entice Me Baby; I Dare You.

2009-08-07T23:42:00.002+08:00

At 12:34:56 today 07/08/09 we made history. & I loved every minute of it xx

Some how you've managed to get under my skin
More than anyone ever did
& if every hole makes a scar & every scar marks it's place
Then I will never live freely without your trace
And it'll never be fair
makeup smeared eyes by automatic loveletter

I believe in karma & sorry hunny, but karma is coming to bite you right in the ass; you deserve it. Ah today was a good dayy. I wanna blog blog, as in with pictures and stuff but I haven't packed for tmr so I can't really do much now :)

I only had like 4 hours of ~~torturous~~ class & I'd have to say that I'm liking class even more now that I've bonded with 6 LOL yeah, OMG they speak English! Well, being in 7, it usually sucks considering I'm always left out being that I don't speak/understand a whole lot of chinese. So yeah, I feel more, myself when I'm with the 6's Thaaaank you guys :)) Ems Heed Mel & Manny are always around and never fail to make me laugh. Thanks Heed for breakfast todayy.

Okay, so like, my dad is throwing a hissy fit in the room banging things around for god knows what reason. & it's annoying.

Moving on with life. I went over to thebff's today and we had a blast :D I followed her to highlight her hair and then back home where I piiiged out and watched funny buffalaxed and mad tv videos. Ah good times good times. I miss all the times in high school where we used to do shit and get caught. LOL the getting away with it, was fun too I suppose LOL it fueled for more mischief :D hee. We were talking about going back to school and apparently there's some stupid dress code even for visitors, pfh like wtright. Anywho, we're waiting til everyone's free so we can, reminisce a bit. LOL hm.

Going off to pack my shit. & I realised I could go bankrupt if I didn't have someone there watching my spending :D thankiuu, love. OKay, so like, BYE.

muchlove; jane.

because you're the only one who calls me that♥

I'm Overjoyed & Completely Satisfied.

2009-08-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

I can't wait, though it won't be fun without you :)

MTV WORLDSTAGE HERE I COME
:D

MOSH PITT PASSES BABY

That's all I guess.
The highlight of my day.
Superman; XMen; Ultraman

I'ma go catch Grey's now
:)))))

Muh Says The Cow.

2009-08-05T17:20:00.015+08:00

I like the weather today, so cold and snugglyy :] I like, I like alot!

I wish i'd never fallen in love...

so deeply
I wish i'd never knew that love...
actually exists
i wished i'd never by zee avi

Eh HII! :D hee Feels like I've been on hiatus for sometime, I apologize tuan tuan puan puan :D Not like ya'll read everyday also right; I know, I'm forgiven; Thankayyuuuu.

I'm home early. Had a superDUPER day of service todayy! We sold out within the first hour, awesomeshit.

Lalalalala.

GI Joe comes out tmr & I can't freaking wait. I guess the genius who thought that Bryn looked good in those glasses was the same genius that thought that it's okay to make movies based on action figures. I get that people are running out of ideas to make movies, apart from the usual;
run around/fly around/drive around chasing the bad guys to take revenge/figure out the olan and try to stop them to either save the planet/save the hero's lover/daughter/sister. That was a long one. Gees. Good thing they have yummy actors like Channing Tatum :d to boost ratings. Honestly, I'm going only because he's acting :D GUILTY! Lock me up and throw away the key.

Look at that. How can you resist. :)))))
DUUUKE;
channingtatumyummalicious
Say my name, say my name!

OKay &this is some unknown actress.
Em, what's with the body suit.
This takes boob enhancers to a whole new level.
It's so, OUT THERE.
ISHKADAYM
exclamationmark

JEE AI JOH
babeh.
Back to basics.
Jomm, let's go watch.
Friday okay, meet you there.

So like, I've been on the laptop since I got home and I didn't grate the ginger &garlic for dinner. It's like right, just because I'm learning how to cook in college she thinks it makes me some big time chef. HAH. FYI mummy dearest, I'm kinda hopeless and sloww(pfft). I'm considering taking up culinary noww. Heh, fickle much. Yeah I know you wanna slap me senseless. :p I'm not denying that kitchen is fun. We'll see how things go, I suppose.

Ah yeah, I'm off to Malacca this weekend. Grago wedding :D Whuhts. Get to see all my kristang relatives? If any are gonna be there. We're all practically related, everyone marries everyone. LOL yeah. That should be fun *twothumbsup*

OKay, about this, IDK what's up with it. I just do it alot; ALOT. It's like a very lame trademark that I wish I could erase/stop doing! but it comes naturally. Goes to show how naturally retarded &lame I am. :D you love me, I know you do; you just don't know it yet, biatch. Don't be a ccb, just nod and say OTAYYH.(okay)

Word Of The Day;
Eh, I'm so proud of myself. I'm learning new words everydayy ~~although today is merely the first~~ :D Ambidextrous. Sounds so bombastic right. It intimidates me :/ Well, it used to. I know what it means now. Do you think I'm ambidextrous? Bet it's killing you to know what it means, be smart google it. OKay you don't have to dis and go OMFGCBCCBWTFMFKER she didn't know what that meant? Don't be mean okay, I'm not that knowledgeable. HAHA shddap, bite chu. Grr.

am-bi-ˈdek-strəs;
unusually skillful.

Baiklah adik adik sekalian. I'ma go now and stop goofing off on blogger and wasting your time. I bet you didn't even read just looked at the pictures and read the photo captions. Haha it's okay. I do that too when the post gets too long. I entertain. Or not. IDK you be the judge. I entertain myself. I have a serious case of TheSyokSendiriSyndrom; ~~it's deadly.~~ Fatality is usually caused by being beaten up in some toilet like how them malaymeenas slapped each other around for fun. OR like them chinesetaikajies who whacked some girl in some pondok. Yeah, my english is horrible. I've forgotten how to express myself in a single language. I am trully Malaysian; stupid & indecisive, whuuwee ;)

I should stop now. Yes?
Save some juice for tmr.

& my friends are completely deluded.
I suppose they are truly Malaysian too.
*high5bong*
BTW
(yer why is mine smaller??)
emo, pfft.

Comfort me la..
Unlike some people.
You know you'd think they(family) would comfort you in time of need.
I guess NOT.

She's like an iPod.
Touch her to turn her on.

you'resoeasy,somuchforstayingsingle.

I'm leaving you with this video that we made on SUNDAY. After everybody left. It was just us THREE besties, stoned and in the mood to sing. There were more but, my battery, well, unfortunately, daided(died) ENJOY! Eric's voice sounds funny during the OOUOUU part. && I noticed I was like moving too much. HAHA yeahhp, can you say G-O-N-E, gone? :D

I love simple things.
But I love this one intricate thing.
♥

Now Jump Up, Let's Get Crazy.

2009-08-04T23:02:00.001+08:00

Sing your melody;
I'll sing along.
falling slowly by glen hansard &marketa irglova

Chef's are temperamental during production.
Hostile even.
Ugh.
Quit nagging will you.

I'm deaddd tired.
Just go back from The Curve though, heh.
I'ma hit the sack.

Cooking is fun.
I like it.
I'm dessert queen.
I'm broadening my perspectives.
Hm.

I'm sorry the post is kinda pathetic.
I'm just too tired to blog.
Please come back though.

Come over, come over
I'm dying not to hurt you.

As B* would say,
PEACE
:]

Used To Be Love Drunk, But Now I'm Hungover.

2009-08-03T18:49:00.001+08:00

Look;
It's empty,
OKAY.

Insert yourself here.

Stay Here In This Moment For The Rest Of Time.

2009-08-02T21:48:00.004+08:00

Kitty's Birthday celebration was todayy.
I'm not really in the right state of mind to blog properly.
Already I've made so many errors & I've been backspacing in this first two sentences.
HIGGHHH baby.
Euphoria.
I shall blog more tmr perhaps.
Come back and check okayy.
The effects of Wesley's 1 part red bull 4 part vodka.
I wanna sleep.

Happy Birthday Kitty Kat.
Ilysm.
I hope you had fun. :D
Stoned, I'm off to bed.
Pictures for a brief preview :))
More to come.

Gambling.
Yes 21 baby. King & Ace.
That was mine.
Damn ong today sial, don't mess.
Manage to pay off my share of the boose.
RM 20, not much, but boleh lah :D

My FAV pictureee.
Wes, unbuckling Surain's pants ;)
With full concentration, whooh.
LOL was trying to get the beer bottle opened.
& we were lazy to take the bottle opener so we decided to try belt buckles instead :))

Kitty! I hope you liked your cake.
We're amateurs at this.
But not bad also kann.
See you next week bro.
Take care. Love you. Happy Birthday.
& you took damn long to make your wish, damn long list la kann. :)

The cake.
Which was suppose to be Heineken, I think.
LOL Anchor beer; by Mia.
Has special significance though ;) faham faham la.

Er, the effects of vodka & redbull.

Goodnight clowns.

A Drunken Mind Seeks A Sober Heart.

2009-08-01T19:13:00.005+08:00

God, I need to chill.
I wanna go shopping; Jommm!
Wonder if plans tmr are gonna work outt.

My parents are oxymorons and it's pissing me off.
The internet connection is a ftard.
My sister just sprayed perfume and it's giving me a headache.
Ugh.
Just UGH la okay.

I keep listening to Wanted Symphony's Midnight Chatter.
Makes me happy on the inside :]
Aw, Daniel your voice is so mesmerising.
I melt into a puddle listening to the song.
Post up more okay.
Extra extra bummed that I missed you guys on the dayy.
NVM, next gig; I'm so there!
Text me. :D

holdmyhand.♥

because you don't have what you want
& the illusions are worst than you've got.

Oh baby baby.
It's a wild world.
♥

DOPALICIOUSbaby.

2009-07-31T21:34:00.010+08:00

Underneath the ink of my tattoo
I've tried to hide my scars from you
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight.
i'm not dead by pinkk

Hello reader :]

I didn't blog yesterdayy.
Well, I kinda didn't realize how incredibly tired I was,
til I fell asleep on the couch while watching Criminal Minds :/
You know, I think I'm destined not to watch Grey's anymore :(
The day that I finally remember about Grey's && I even set a reminder okay!
I just had to fucking fall asleep...
Was so bummed when I woke up todayy.
Not because I woke up late (yes, i woke up late despite sleeping earlier than usual, tfright)
but because, I missed Grey's.
I keep forgetting that it's on Saturday, or I'm always doing something that it slips my mind.
.. EMO la, I miss watching Grey's :(

Atleast my Thursday wasn't such a draggg, thanktheLord!
A three hour break kills okay, literally.
==
Thankyou JoHarris, for taking us out :D
Sya Jo & I headed over to MV.
Yeah, I don't know whyy.
But we were so sick of OU although it only seemed logical to head there
Since well, it's only 5 minutes away from college.
We watched The Proposal.

The show was okayyy, I suppose.
Ryan Reynolds *drools*
There's one part where he's topless.
Ah, ishkadamn, God loves him; CLEARLY!
BUT the movie is kinda flat and SOH predictable.
Ugh. Some parts were hilarious though, especially the granny.
Ahdorable; baby maker blanket. LOL
Those who've watched it would know what I'm talking about.
For those of you who haven't seen it yet, it's a good pass time show;
Just to kill time, if you know what I mean :]
Ohmy, but there was one part which just touched me so deeply.
Sya & I started tearing in our seats..
Jo, as usual, was snoring in the cinema ==
Pay 7 bucks just to sleep in an air conditioned environment.
Right on browwh.

Yeah, about today.
Like I was saying, I woke up late.
& didn't have time to dry my hair :/
So I looked like, a nenek.
Or someone with no sense of style whatsoever.
Yeahh..
Yesterday I was damn semangat to dress up cause I woke up sorta early...
== spoil je today.
Oh well.
:]

Korean boys have sexyy voices.
Or that's what I've gathered, sitting in MRSexyLegs class this morning.
Sorry la, but Mother is so damnn boring okayy.
Can't take it, so since your class is doowwwnn the hall, you'll be seeing alot of US on Friday OKAY.
Sorry no option :p

Skipididlydoo.
Ohmeeohmaii.

Yeah, sorry. Momentary relapse :D

My mission on teaching myself how to play the guitar again.
It isn't well, the smoothest thing in the WORLD lah.
Ah, I'm still working on it.
Trying 2 new songs; to see if it helps speed up the process & well, just for practice.
My biggest prob is changing chords without stumbling.
So yeah. I'm getting there shadap.
But my fingertips are like numb.
I was playing the whole afternoon so, I'm taking a break now.
:] then I'll start playing again and give everybody headache
Not like my stupid guitar is in PERFECT tune.
== ugh.
I'm not complaining..
Atleast I have one, miniature glitch the tuning is.

Ohohoh.
I found this website. I don't know how, but I just did la.
It plays free music and yeahh.
I've been listening to it since evening.
And and it plays nice songs, songs which I haven't heard in ages.
And some songs which I've never heard of at all.
Hence, I've been downloading songs like a mad woman :] hehhh.
If ever you songs miraculously disappear from your hard drive you can always make use of this site; JANGOBANGOWANGO

I ordered McD's.
Chocolate Sundae :d yumm.
No nuggets this time .. :( it's Friday.
Oh well, I'm gonna be a good Catholic now;
I've been up to no good :p ssh.

youarespottieottiedopalicious.♥

I can be your cherry pie,
& you can be my cream on top.

You make me feel alive
IVE IVE IVE.
If only you knew.
♥

Pour A Little Sugar On It Baby.

2009-07-29T14:20:00.008+08:00

Well I'm thinking of the worst things that I could say to you

But a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore
& this never will be right with me
id hate to be you when people find out what this song is about by mayday parade

Hee, hi hi hiiigh!

I've been in such a crappy mood like EVERYDAY lately.
Yer, whytf la okay.
I feel so grumpy like all the freaking time.
Not cool.
Mid life crisis, menopause, perhaps.
Or maybe I haven't talked to my bestfriend since she started uni :(
Kiss ass.

I'm currently addicted to Use Somebody by Kings Of Leon.
Ah, & I love playing it on the guitar :]
Though, it sounds off here and there && I may be slow at changing chords.
BUT it's as easyy as a slut; I just need more practice, evidently.

I need to go shopping. NEED.TO.DESPERATELY
The works la okay.
I made dinner today :]
OH and I found a shirt printing shop near my house.
LUCKY ME!? :D
Yes, indeed.
I need not search high and low for statement shirts.
I can get em printed myself.
Finally!

Ah, I don't wanna talk about college.
Seems like it's the only thing I talk about nowadays.
How sad is that? tf.

Came home early and went over to my godparents place.
Poor Matty.
Get well soon :(
I fell asleep on the couch, heh.

Did I mention, my AA nominated me as Miss SHTA?
Along with Nkosana as Mr SHTCA?
WHY! Okay WHY?!
:( do you hate us that much.
Sheeesh, just cause we don't speak chinese righht.
Yeah, that's it. LOL Racist.

My dogs are seriously the cutest things in the world.
:D they never fail to make me smile.
Especially the small one.
Mischievous lil fuck.
Damn, but she has the look where instead of correcting her, you'd just laugh.

My blog's getting pointless and random.
AND freaking boring all at the same time.
I'm losing my sensual touch.

Maybe we need time apart.
What say you, love?

I only just recently started labeling my posts.
Right now, currently, I have 291 posts, with 25 already labeled.
& I aint gonna label all 266 more unlabeled posts.
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday.
Mood swings. Crazy mood swings.

Gonna sleep nowww.
Before that, some msgs for some special people.
Because I'm retarded like that, I don't text, I don't IM.
I leave stupid footnotes, make em feel special, YES?

ps Nick; next month, be free, I'm coming down to see you if all goes well :]
pps Nat; HORTON is adorable, I'm not over it. LOL
ppps Jolene; neighbour, vodka redbull &&cigs sound good right about now. LOL I'll ring the doorbell when I'm there. Shh.
pppps BestFriend; WhereTF are you, damn it, nobody to Skype with already... :(
ppppps DarrylFoo; tmr okay, plus you owe me for not calling when you were in my area; hmph.

theytoldmeyouweretrouble; buticouldn'tresist.♥

rghtbyenowloves
&this little skeleton will rip your fucking heart out
&&laugh when it slides down your throat.
Ah.
I bite.
Grr.
♥

I'm Heels Over Head.

2009-07-28T22:20:00.006+08:00

Gonna make this a quick one.
I'm not in the mood.
But since I'm here.
I might as well, have a go at it.

We cooked today.
There was no cheese so the pasta wasn't satisfying.
That malaystalkerassholeofaperson, just can't freaking get the hints
That I've been shoving in his face.
Soh, fucking thick skinned and tres annoying.
SUPERMAN rescued me :]
Thankyouuu!

Some fucker took my 50bucks.
I'ma bitch fuck you.

Done.
Nights.

You're so fucking rude.
Asshole.

Eyeliner & Cigarettes.

2009-07-27T21:36:00.007+08:00

& if you want to leave
I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
follow me by unc kracker

Ahh, love.
Today was a good day.
I got home early and rested.
LOL I feel so safe knowing that I haven't been spending money :)
Which is goood.
I want a new swimsuit.
Need to cover up the merchandise in time for Christmas & World Stage, in case the rents wanna tag along, pft.
Just a precaution.

Speaking of which;
MTV WORLD STAGE!
Will you be there? I will.
BLG && AAR!
How could I resist.
Maybe I should go for my touch up the day before or something.
OMG yeah, it has been two weeks :]
& I'm already working on another.

Nexxt, my tongue.
Hm, I feel like, I've been let out of Azkaban prison.
I'm going overboard.
Yes. No. Maybe.
I'll give it a little breather, I guess.
But I am; gonna do it :]
Itchified.
Needles give me orgies.
HAHA it's better than sex :p

Oh yes, I changed my layout.
Idk, just felt like it.
I think this is what happens when you're, you know, bored.
Either that or doing fesbuk quizes :p hahaha
&& banging the keyboard playing guitar geek.
Eeee, I'm addicted to it.
&& it's so frustrating that I can never top my high score.
Grrrram.

Pasta day tmr :]
Wuuhts!
Can't wait, can't wait.

No new pics today cause, I didn't take the camera to college? :]
Oh, && I can go to the cafe in peace noww :D
Cula3 has started their duty and I don't have to worry about the Cula2 idiots ==.

Goldie is such a rascal okayy.
OMG la. But she's adorable, and you just can't scold her.
She give you the look and your blood just recedes wayy below the boiling point.
LOL && she LOVES water.
She plays in the rain with me and bites the water when I water the plants.
&& the way she drinks water is just too cute.
She drinks with one paw in the bowl.
&& sometimes, she like, plays with the water with her paw then drinks it.
Ahhh, adorable much? :]
It's cuter when you see her do it la.
When I'm explaining in words, it probably bores the hell outta you.
So yeah :)

Going off blogger.
I just realized I have French hw that I have yet to lay my eyes on.
Hee, night loveys.
Know what, I haven't watched Harry Potter.
Any takers?
Harry Potter, with me? *fluttereyelashes*
I buy you popcorn.
Oh yea, YOU owe me a movie or two :]
I'm ready to claim my prize now!

Ah, talk about being hyper.
Gee.

Hyper.
H-Y-P-E-R.
Chyeahh.

Oh CBOX is up again.
Deleted the old one cauuuse, there was stuff there that I never wanted to look at anymore but had no heart to delete it one by one, so I deleted the whole thing.
&& now I got a new one.
So, like.
Talk to me.

rghtbyenoww

truthbetoldimissyou; truthbetoldi'mlying.♥

or am i?

I don't have a price,
Loving you is cherry pie.♥

Catch You Gently, Lay You Down.

2009-07-26T21:38:00.009+08:00

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
& even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
mixtape by butch walker

The connection is SUPER todayy.
iLOIKE! :D

But, I'm lazy to blog. :p

Ugh, it's one of those days.
Mhm, oh yes it is.
Hence, I'll just make it short && sexy.

My Saturday was more fun, I suppose.
I noticed I look diff with makeup, I look, OLD.
HAHA yeahh but I was trying it out and I just felt like dressing up.
Eriko said I look chinese. == just cause I wore leggings.
Nice la okay, shadap.

So, I went to college DAMN early.
Then Adyy picked me up and we went over to OU for brunch :D
Heee.... Came down from the car park and it was just staring at us!

Zanmai, love!

Ate like piiigs, and went back to college to show some support!

Met lyn & chelle there.
The fashion show, was okay.
Was basically there for;

TRIFFELEO

JOWONG

RONGIDEON

WHOOH! You guys rocked :]
After the fashion show, we drove to uptown to fetch affendyysabki in uptown! :D
Wanted to go over to Tropicana City Mall to see Nadd!
But change of plans, I went home instead.
Got ready for dinner @ AJ's.

Yes, it covers my eyes like bangs but it's not.
I'm special; shut cho mouth.

Got there, and then found myself in the car driving over to LCCT fetch my cousin and his gf from the airport.
:) the sunroof car!
AHH, I jakuned :D
Marcus tagged along.

Went back to the house and pigged out, yet again.
Got home late, and slept. Like a PIG.
Pics after the jump.
Only two. Lazy to load the rest.

Well, nothing much went down today.
It was St. Anne's so we headed to Klang to light candles and came home in the evening.
There's college tmr and I don't know what time we finish, grr.
I feel so useless.

The End.

That was excruciating.
It's colourless, don't complain.
I'm tired, my back hurts; I'm not in the mood :]
I'm gonna hit the sack, so have a good night youu.
I hope the pictures are sufficient.
More on fb.

& I hate that,
I love you so.♡

Me + You = SUPERAWESOMENESS

2009-07-24T23:37:00.004+08:00

I do love, she does a heartbreak

I did love, till she broke my heart.
heartbeat by scouting for girls

Heee, HI!
Haven't been blogging these pass few days :/
I've been editing the other post, posting up pictures & videos.
It's been taking FOREVER.

Uploading the last video now & I sure hope it loads.
College so far, has been quite laid back, maybe cause it's the first week back.
We got our menus for when we have to mange the restaurants.
Ms Gan was rambling about god knows what, when thepartnerincrime and I decide to go disturb IHTM 8
Ahahaa.. :D

I should have been in IHTM 8.
Lol, no no, I love IHTM 7, I do.
Ah, 8 has more international students and students in general.
Better looking too.

Showed MrSexyLegs the latest addition on my body! :D
He wants one now too && I found a nice one for you alreadyy.
RAVE2SAVE is tmr!
& no one wants to go with me..
Well, I'm think still going.
So I'll see you there. I think.
Wanted Symphony :) woowoo.

I'm flaaat broke, parents owe me for the stupid ugly shirt that KDU made me buy.
== which is twice my size, chyeah, talk about notoworthmymoney.

I found my best friend from primary school.
:))) finally; imissedyoukaknab!
I'd sing for you again, ANYTIME.

I can't sleep.
I just woke up :)
My day starts, now?
Yes.

:]

& my love,
I'm calling for you.♡

It's The Thought That Counts.

2009-07-23T00:44:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Gin!
:)
Party Hard bro.

I couldn't find a recent picture of you.
This is all I had.

Love you.
Yo kareh bai fore :(
Take me okayy.

But It's Thoughts Like This That Catch My Troubled Head When You're Away, When I'm Missing You To Death.

2009-07-22T23:09:00.013+08:00

Hi *waves*
Okay so I just got home :)
& yes, I haven't showered yet, shadap.
Kyahanyways, I spent half a day with my sister's friends, since well, I didn't have classes todayy.
:D nggeee...

So I woke up at 8 and realized that I kinda missed the eclipse, since it was suppose to be at like 7.29 or something.
Pfft, details.
Yeah, I went outside anyyways, but like didn't see anything, only it was really gloomy.
Hmm, or maybe I was justt, too sleepy to notice?
Yeah I went back to sleep obviously, woke up at 12 crazyy hungryy!
Still tossing in bed I get a text from Miss Chelle Leonngg!
I jump out of bed thinking I could somehow meet up with her, til my sister says that we're going to deb's house.
Sorry couldn't meet up with you todaayy babe :(
Still freaking hungryy, I woke up, played with therascals then made breakfast.
After pigging out on eggs and sausages, I showered and rach came to pick us up.

Went over to debs and she made her oh so orgasming brownies with peanut butter :d
YUMMY!! (hashbrownies)

Talked a whole bunch of nonsense & listened in on a lot of random nonsense.
Haiyo, my sister's friends are just so damn cute and super random! hahaha

After fiddling with the bungee jumping video, which took so lonnngg to upload to youtube.
(intheend,itstilldidn'tuploadbtw)
We decided to go for a walk :D
On the wayy, I spotted a cat.
A super freakky cat, omg it's eyes were just plain horrifying.

Scared the bejesus outta me. It's diff la.
I mean, it looks evil.
Demon cat, seriously.
Don't you think so?
Which cat has those eyes.
Find me another, and I will admit I'm just jakun; which I'm not, slap you.

Walked and walked til we ended up in the playground near samad; yes smk sultan abdul samad.
Meet Deborah, she's my sister's friend and she'll be fleeing the countryy sooon :(
:/ study purposes, she's gonna do script writing :)
Next, meet, Rach (&mysister) she's my sister's friend too. No she's not gay. She's just queer in so many other ways. Iloveyoula, retard :D

LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND. Si Comel. I know thank youu :)
It was on the swings on the other half of the playground.
The nicer swings which made equal amount of noise :p

Yeahhh. This one was the one of my many failed attempts to be a CHILD again.
When I mean, failed, I really mean, FAILED. FAIL.

LOL we played like kids.
I have videos, & after blogger stops giving me attitude, I'll upload em.
And I'll put em righht here.
This is rach & anner, @ attemptone & attempttwo.
You know the whole jump off the swing thing.
Well, they take the whole you jump I jump to a whole diff dimension!
LOL
The first attempt tak jadi so much.

The second, has a bit of improvement.

Only a little. Enjoy.
Oh & about the noise, it was the swings.
Hella noisyy! O___O

Yeah so, the people in cars passing by were looking at us and I think so was this girl who was waiting for her transport.
She was sitting by the drainn.
Haha she kept lookingg.. Maybe cause the swings made so much of noise!
We did swings and see saw(s) and some magic carpet thing; well that's what we call it la.

After the workout ;)
Which burned those brownies righht off.
We walked on home, all hyper and what not.
Rach the genius, decides to speak in bm! & makes everyone else speak in bm!
Hahaha there's a vid too.
Uploading it on youtube was so much faster.
So here's the link if you wanna watch their nonsense.
But I'll keep trying to load it here til it actually is successful!
Okay.
A whole 7 minutes of meaningless conversation.
Hahaha it was so funn!
CLICK HERE OKAY.
(idon'tknowhyididn'tthinkofthisearlier)

"Walaupun saye nampak cacat, tapi saye bukan cacat okay!?"

We got home and the house smelt soooo goood.
Had dinner in front of the tv while watching Funny Face :)
Aww, Frank Astair and Audrey Hepburn, LOVE!
Old movies are nice okayy.
Are you with me! == say yes.

Just got home and now the internet is being a bitch.
See la, I told you, internet connections are being anal towards me.
My sister was using it fine just now.
Wtf man, grr.
So like now it's taking forever to upload the video on youtube.

SIGHSDRAMATICALLY
I'm tired.
Laughed like a cow the whole dayy.
&& I'm so bummed I didn't get to see the eclipse.
:( emo....

Klah, I wanna sleep.
& emo in my room..
Goodnighht.

*Pictures and videos will be up tmr, hopefully
I'm gonna go to bed.
& blogger is STILL being a bitch.
Asshole.

edits completed!

If it hits,
Make it worth the fall.♡
you were worth everything,
i hope you know that.♥

I'm Special Like That, You Digg.

2009-07-22T00:39:00.010+08:00

OMG guess who?
:)
Ah yes, myotherhalf.
Who has been sorta MIA, heh so have I but yeah.
I still love you, don't angry.
We'll go out like, soon. Pinky promise.
Might see you Saturdaayy, I'm kinda lazy thoughh.
So yeahh.. :D

Being like the best friend ever conceited much? :p
& the worst daughter, I sorta made my dad drive me to her place and we left at 11.50PM.
I love you, daddy.
Thankyousomuch!

Yeah my hand was shakingg when I was lighting the candles :p
& anner was rushingg me which made it like, shake even more.
I'm so sorry I got wax on your cake and I poked the candle so deep inside.
The box couldn't close to I had to cucuk the candles really deeeep in.
So yeahh. :)
I know I promised you waayy back thenn, that I'd make you chocolate cake.
Yeah, I love you too much, don't want you to die so fast.
Enjoy the cake, I robbed secret recipe of their brownie walnut.
Sorry no kapkeks this year.
Change change la okayy.

She didn't want me to sing her the birthdayy song :(
So bummed, I was hypering.
But yeahh, I think she was still trying to digest the fact that it was 12 in the morning and I was in front of her house.
HAH!
I make thingss happen, I'm special like that.
That's why you love me so muchh :) lol
Yeah, her dad came out during the second picture.
So if you're wondering whyy I wasn't looking at the cam, that's whyy.
I'm not cock eyed, slap you.

This should compensate for me being an asshole && for not getting you any gadgets, since you're such a gadget junkie.
I'm sorry.

I love you la.
Goodnightbirthdaygirl!

See you soon :)
Happy Birthday Growing Child.

*Share the cake with your sister kayy.
**Oh & tell her I said hi && give her a hug for me plskthnkssyg :)

Your smile?
It radiates.♥

I Like It When The Red Water Comes Out.

2009-07-20T20:01:00.009+08:00

True perfection has to be imperfect
I know that that sounds foolish but it's true
little by little by oasis

Hm, hi.
Internet connections everywhere are out to get me.
Seriously, wtfgrr.
It's so sickening; in college, at home. WTFWTFWTFWTF.
Unsatisfied and fucking agitated.

This ones gonna be dull, simply because my mood is as such.

Started college today, and what a day it was.
My timetable is a tad better compared to last sem.
BUT they made the whole food service & food production arrangements hella freaking complicatingg.
Why? Okay seriously, WHY? Do you enjoy complicating things?! :(

Everything's so bottled up. I'm stressed for no goddamn reason.
I know why :/ you don't have to :)
Planning and convincing the rents to let me do something I really wanna do is taking a huge toll on me.
I hope everything works out according to plan *crossfingers*
HOPE, one can only HOPE.

Ah apart from that, college was fun la.
It was so good to see my friends again :D
Got my mind off things :)
IHTM 7&6 combined, and I've got to say, some of em, really got on my nerves.
Gee, maybe it's just the fact that it was the last class and that I was having cramps, go figure.

On top of that, in my gravest attempt to completely ignore him, thinking that he'll like, you know, leave me be ==
That bugger is now like working in college, tfokay.
Ugh. Hate going to the cafe now.
I've been avoiding the place the whole day today.
Don't la, it's creeping me out. Quit staring :/

On a lighter note!
A MUCH MUCH lighter note.
I went home early today because class finished at 2 :)

Then deb picked me and my sis up from home and we went to subangg.
Needed to drop things off in some friend's place lol
We couldn't afford a navigator, we used the next best thing; Google Earth.

Found the house and then drove to raaach's place.
She's such a sweetheart :)
She let me play around with her nikon.
Yeah she had pictures lying on the floor and then I saw the mirror!
LOL I just had to, not really, but I kinda just wanted to :p
Then the other one is her pallet. She's working on her cousin's guitar.
It's so pretty yow.

I'm torn now, I'm used to the cannon, but nikon's pictures are nicer, somehow.
Idk, maybe it's just me.

San & Deb playing with the nikon.
Went home as I listened to stories of desperate hoes and 21st birthday hiccups ;)
Niiice.

Gotta say goodbye to my black nail polish and one thumb nail painted red :(
Start kitchen duty tmr, & finish early again, ooowee!
Ah, &&& I get to wear my chef pants :D nggeee.
Hip hop pyjama pants yo, don't mess.
I saw yummy today :))
You had me at hello.

I think that's it. Oh yeah.
Fesbuk is getting on my nerves,
& to avoid any deaths that may occur due to this preconceived notion,
I might not be online as frequently as I used to.

*I wanna go for MTV World Stage, jom teman :)

Ah, & the countdown begins.

Seriously, is it just,
ME?

You're A JERK!

2009-07-19T18:47:00.004+08:00

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
life is wonderful by j mraz.

*NatLimYunLyn. You're A Jerk ;)

Kyahsorry, anyways.
Went for breakfast with mmell, kitt & suurain && riccco tdayy.
See, mmelly! Told you we'd go ouut ;)
Kitty drove gary's smelly masammmm car, ee.
BUSUK, heh :)
Drove me back to church so that my parents could pick me up.
Thankyous && next time we go it's on me la okayy, I feel so bad.
But thanks ya'll for breakfast :) ♥
Sorry, I didn't waiit for youu shorty.
See you next week!

I was at my usual spot today.
Amcorp Padang, ahh JSS was so disappointing today == pfft.
Apart from that, played with Goldie like crazy.
Introduced her to Duke & slept with her on the couch, ngee :D
She kept following me around whenever I was in her "area".
== she even followed me into the bathroom this morning while I was having a shower.
I know you love me, sweety. ♥ hahahaha

I start college tmr.
Ahh, I don't want holidays to end.... :(
My farm will die, && most of all,
I'm gonna miss that ball of brown fur I absolutely adore.

Aw, she's getting along with Dukey so well :))))
Orightyo, time for dinner.
& I don't really have much to blog about today.

*Melly hunn, put the pics on fb plskthnkssyg, lav you.

Nat, I owe you a vid & a self update on Horton ;)
Miss you, love. Come back, come back soon. ♥

I'm in love with the girl I hate,
She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me.

EMO Love :D

2009-07-19T17:10:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone.
I was suppose to blog yesterday after the lit night post, however I got kinda side tracked :))

Ahh.
Okay so like, I'm gonna dive right into it.
My unc brought two adorable puppies over to my place yesterdayy.
&& we managed to convince dad to let us keep one of em.
Everybody, the love of my life.

Meet Goldie.
Her name is kinda corny but whtevs, I've gotten used to it.
Not like I have a choice.
:B

She's emo :]
I like.
*er yeah, ignore the obscene exposure of my thunder thighs, plsthnks.

Anyhoo.
She's the cutest thing in the world.
But still not used to the house so she has her little emo sessions behind the couch til it's time to eat & play outside.
I ever so often will emo with her.
& we'll eventually fall asleep on the floor.
She's my emo love.
I think she's gonna be huge one.
She's a weird mix, Golden Retriever mix Doberman!
Goddamn. We're just waiting, she's probably gonna be taller than all us in no time!
Aw, my lil freakazoid!

I Like Girls, THEY LIKE ME!

2009-07-18T12:22:00.009+08:00

Here’s me

Here’s you
Draw a line between the two
This is cartography for beginners
On a map the gap’s three fingers
But it’s more than that
It’s more than that
listening to; guess how much i love you by the lucksmiths

What up homie :D
I feel so G today don't ask.
Neways, I crashed at nishgill's place yesterday :)
Lit Night was fun, got to see people who I wouldn't normally see on a daily basis.
Ah, love.
Old classmates and teachers and familiar faces.
I didn't get to see Christine though.
Babe, if you're reading this, where were you last night :(

Anywho, after blackcat yesterday,
Which took longer than we'd expected, thebestfriend dropped me over at shanns :)
Then we headed off for lit nighht.
Later we continued our session in taman jaya.
HAH shann & farahh joined us after awhile.
So did mmike and baaps & minng && tunggg &&& mityy :)))

Here we have mmike, strumming awayy; tungg tuning the guitar & minng, my rock, my solid, my brother.♥
A night releasing frustration as we all sang nonsense incorporating our own whack lyrics.
Under a starless sky :/
So tunng did this really adorable thing LOL it's too cute.
A vid, recorded in the dark. haha sorry la, I HAD to record this, it's priceless.
You're gonna be rich a famous one day tunng, don't forget to thank the girl that beat you up in the park :D

AWESOME!
I present, NukeeNukeeWhatWhat?! In the dark ==/
Lex, your bf's too cute and too into himself, goddamn.
Yeah, in the vid;
NISH on the "bongos"
MIKE on guitar (punjabi mc)
TUNG nukeevocals.
Ah, kawaii. ^^

The niight ended awesome, and the day started off perfect.
What an end to my first sem hols :)
Nishgill, lunch date, looking forward to it homes. Bring the merchandise ;)
HAHA!

Yeah, so as usual.
I'ma horrible blogger! :/
No pictures, well, seriously lacking more like it.
I've gotten laazzy.
Heh, I'm sorry I disappoint thee.

But my friend got to me before you
So next time I see you, I'll be pleased to see you.♡
I hope you'll be pleased to see me.♥

Inked.

2009-07-17T12:20:00.001+08:00

absolutely orgasming
nuff said.
♥

Speed Up Your Breathing, Just Close Your Eyes.

2009-07-16T13:07:00.010+08:00

There was a day you threw our love away

Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay but since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through.
currenly listening to; the wind blows by aar.

Yesterday was hella fun :D
Many thanks to thebestfriend & theonethatirritatesmetothecore :D
I was so tired after & went to bed after dinner and a refreshing shower... mm

So I finally got my salary yesterday.
& I didn't even notice.
Til I got a msg from my boss. :) whooptiduu.

Yeah so we were in sunway the whole dayy.
Waking up for breakfast, was a bust cause we all couldn't wake up in time.
LOL
So anyways.
I freaking blew half of my salary on makeup.
&& I have no regrets ;)
MAC is my new best friend, don't worry Rosie, I still love you.♥
Talk about high maintenance kan :p
Went shopping :/ but I didn't get anything, cause I suddenly got stingy with my money.
&& yeahh :)
But I had fun, I'm going back on Fridayy though ;)
If I can't find anything to match you, I'm so sorry love.
I'll try my very best.
Rosie brought cannon for me to play with.
I had so much fun snapping shots of random people who looked at me funny after I took their pictures.
We had to walk in and out of Parkson to get to Zanmai and the security guard kept shouting Good Morning! so loud.
I think he thought we were tourists, you know cause of the camera.

Yeahh, so we had sushii for lunch.
&& Rosie and I are so devoted to Zanmai after eating it awhile bacck :D

So so, we introduced theonewhoirritatesmetothecore to Zanmai.
Because well, thebestfriend & I have moved WAYYY beyond Sushi King to Zanmai :d
Oh Zanmai Galore :D

You know you'd expect to hear really chinky, no offense, music.
Haha the song choice, was interesting :)
Yeah, that dude there near there was perasan and thought I was taking his picture when I whipped out cannon.
LOL he was moving so sloww..
&& posing abit. HAHA asshole.
Bloody woman, just had to pick a spot where there was direct aircond.
I was freezing my balls off! pfft.
But there was plenty of light for me to snap pretty pictures :D
After orgasming lunch, starbucks & many pictures later, thebestfriend dropped us home.

Later godpa calls us out for badminton!
Whooh, awesome.
Changed and called thebestfriend along so that we could double book the court!
When we got there it was pitch darrkk!
&& nobody was there :)
SWEET.
Searching high and low for the light switch, we never found the switch.
Irritated and bored, we decide to play in the dark!
WTF yeah, it was..an experience.

That's Me, Blue Team & Marcus, Orange Team.
LOL already it's as though I'm half blind with light, can you imagine in the dark.
Matt found my weakness and played on it, grr.
Yeah, we were making alot of noise.
&& my laugh was extra scaryy with the echo and all. :/ hahaha
Then the dude finally came and switched the lights on..

And we played, for 2 hours onlyy :)
Whooh. That's the before and after picture.
Proof that I played :)
Got home and I was exhausted.
Ah, my stamina's pathetic.

That's it, I had fun yesterdayy!
:D && got a few slaps in the face.(verbal)
I think I'll do just fine.
Thanks bestfriend & theonethatirritatesmetothecore.
I love you both, thanks for everything :)
Oh & makeup ladyy, I love you too woman, we're gonna be long term buddies, I can tell.
Her name's June. She totally rocked my world :D

Goodbye
The sun rises here.♥

Hate Hate Hate.

2009-07-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Doesn't it just suck when you can't talk to your, buddy?
Doesn't it just suck when you fight with your, close close friend?
I hate being sad all the time.

I don't know what to say to make it better.
I don't know what to do to make things okay.
I don't know if I can count on you like I used to.
I don't know what you're thinking anymore.
I don't know if you still think of me as a, friend.

Tell me, let's bond
I miss you.♥

You Jump, I Jump.

2009-07-14T14:21:00.004+08:00

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me
'Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave and that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind

I know there are times you're so impossible
That I should sign a waiver
And you will find someone worth walking on
When you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leave when the wind blows

There was a day you threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stay but since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

I know there are times you're so impossible
And you ask me to go

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
I''ll pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As I lay in solitude, oh what's a *girl supposed to do?
I shake the very thought of you, me together I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see

I've got to breathe, you can't take that from me
I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and away it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow

I'll leave when the wind blows
You can scream there's just echoes
I'll pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you'll ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

song; the wind blows by aar ♥

You Inspire Me, Now Until The End.

2009-07-14T00:32:00.010+08:00

Kau genggam tanganku

Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
song; sempurna by andra & thebackbone

I can't sleep, yet again.
So over MW for now & all the other fesbuk games. FOR NOW.
Playing badminton and walking to buy sausages was fun today :)
Yeah, anything but staying at home sitting here being miserable.

I woke up super late, taking too much advantage of the amount of time I have on my hands.
Slept late yesterday.
Got a shock when I heard my parents alarm go off :/
Ran up and packed up the lappy asap, scrambling like a fucker.
Lying on my bed and after what seemed like forever, I finally went to sleep.

I hate sleeping nowadays. Hate it cause I dream, alot.
O_____________________O
Like crazy alot, like more than one dream a night?
Sick right, goddamn, I think I dream for the whole neighbourhood everyday.
& it's usually about what has already happened.
Ugh. Those recurring memories :(
I tell you, they're a killer.

Was in a bad mood from the time I woke up and showered.
& then my cousin's came over to save the dayy.
Walked over to their place later for badminton & bitching sessions.

Okay, I know I've told thebestfriend that I won't blog til Friday.
But I just can't resist.
Blogger keeps me company :)
ILYSM.
It's like my time capsule :p
Go back and read the nonsense when I'm like 20 or something.
LOL
I'm just sayingg. :)

It's 1.15am now.
I logged off fesbuk & msn & skype.
Didn't really seem like an hour on skype with thebestfriend.
But thankiiu for temaning me listen to AJ Rafael.
Who is the freaking shiiznit.
I think I've mentioned that one too many times :)
Well, he's good. I want my future lover to sing like that.
LOL or even play the guitar & piano like he does.
Demanding, much? :)
Certainly.

I have been neglecting thestalker because he's been bugging.
I'm not in the mood for you, man.
I don't reply your msges and answer your calls, take a hint.
Read this & move on. Thanks, mate.

Alright, time to sleep now :)
As of now, it is, 1.29am.
Man, time is passing so slowww today.
I'm a youtube junkie :)
Save me.
Yet another picture-less post.
Deal with it.
You love me :)

She was my once in a lifetime,
My happy ending come true.♡

ncjnp*you are strong strong as a soldier.

Quit Playing Victim.

2009-07-13T03:27:00.007+08:00

When I see your smile,
Tears roll down my face.
I can't replace.

song; your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus.

==
I can't sleep, so, while waiting for my energyy on fesbuk, I'll blog.

You promised you'd be there, look how that turned out.
Find another muse to help with your ongoing battle.
I was the reason for you to STOP, bullshit.
You were the reason for me to START.
Promises don't count for anything anymore, you taught me well.

You had no right to react that way.
& for you to think that you did is totally ridiculous.
You've been the most inconsistent person in my life.
So yes, you had no right to care or whatever it is you were doing.
You left, it's not my fault you never bothered to keep in touch.
Like it makes a difference right.

I've learned to deal with it, though you haven't been making it easy.
You broke me in so many ways possible, and you still do.
Quit acting like how you would before, it actually made sense then.
I left cause you let me, you didn't even notice.

Typical you, start something you don't intend on seeing through.
Don't pretend.
You've been on hiatus all this while.
As cruel as you are, you left without even a goodbye.
You just disappeared, I lost a friend. I lost my best friend.
The one person who knew me, who understood.
It never did matter to you, cause all you cared about was yourself and how you got by.
Don't tell me you care about how I feel.
Cause, even if you do, you really know how to show how much you don't.
So don't act surprised if what you knew altered slightly.
People change, so did you.
You were just never around to notice that I did too.

Do what you do best,
Walk away.

Hold My Hand.

2009-07-11T22:11:00.006+08:00

When I had you
I treated you bad and wrong my dear
& since, since you've been gone
Don't you know I sit around
With my head hanging down
& I wonder who's loving you
song; who's loving you by jackson 5

Beautiful people! :)
Well, unexpectedly, my Friday night, wasn't as boring as I planned it out to be.
The lifesaver, calls me up and we have a pizza, poker session at her place, while Mike played the guitar and we sang along.
Just for you sayang :D
Although we had to sing halves of everything cause Mike forgot the second part of most of the songs he played.
LOL
The rest continued the night at MOS while I went home,
& I would like to say I studied, but I didn't :/
I set my alarm for 7.30 okay! In hopes that I'd wake up to you know, flip pages.
Ended up just snoozing and not hearing the alarm ring, til mum busts in screaming that it's 8.
Wake up mission, achieved.

Lazy to dress up, thoughts still in a daze.
Flipped through the text book on the way to college and tried to absorb as much as possible,
Which, wasn't much at all :/
But I managed to write something.
OMG & I'm damn confident with ONE question.
They asked why Parameswara ran to Malacca!
HAH, saw the question and was happy that I actually knew something :p
Well, atleast it's ONE, not none.
Shaddap, don't laugh at me :(

So so, then then, after exam.
Dropped PartnerInCrime at the station and picked my sis up and and off we were to watch Matt play :D
Under the hot bloody sun! Wearing the thick black Metropolitan shirt ==
An absorbent of heat I was.
EXTREME!
Matty played so well todayy :D
I'm so proud of you, baby!

They lost one and won one :/
Yikes, but atleast they beat one of the top ranked teams.
So that's a plus plus plus ;)
Met up with Aaron, who came so late ==
Grr..
Oh well, atleast you came kan kan :))))

Decomposition is scheduled to commence on the 13th, joy ==
Meanwhile, I've like become such a fatty.
Seriously la :(
My stamina is freaking shiit.
:/ sucks.
I can barely run without breathing heavy ..
Ugh, it's so worryingg, sorta, kinda.

I seriously can't get enough of Shaheen Jafargholi!
OH-EM-GEE
That kid makes the goosebumps on my arm jump right out.
Wicked.
Go youtube that dimpled cutie.

& that's my weekend so far.
I summarized, cause I didn't wanna babble :/
I tend to babble for no goddamn reason.
SFX family day tmr.
I'm sorta not in the mood.
Oh, Mike classifies my song choices as emooOMG ==
Cause I'm making him teach me a song which I love love love.
& apparently it sounds like the dude's gonna jump off a cliff.
It's not thaat bad.
&& I'm not emo, okay.
I'm unqualified! hahahahaha.

Only a week!
&& it's the week where all my friends go back to college :(
Freakingg sad shiit.
Steady la, there's still next weekend.
FML.

But I'll be close behind,
I'll follow you into the dark.♡

Not Loved, But Loves.

2009-07-10T04:35:00.009+08:00

In our darkest hour, In my deepest despair
Will you still care? Will you be there?
In my trials & my tribulations
Through our doubts & frustrations
In my violence in my turbulence
Through my fear & my confessions
In my anguish & my pain
Through my joy & my sorrow
In the promise of another tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart.

I'll always remember,
Those late afternoons. ♡

For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic.

2009-07-09T23:04:00.001+08:00

Hello world,

Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
currently listening to; come home by one republic

Ladeedadeedumm :))))
I'm on breakk!
No more stressful, sleepless nightts in front of the comp.
Now it's just sleepless nightts, minus the stressful part ;)

I'ma bum when it comes to history.
Malaysian Studies, a more sophisticated way of saying Malaysian History.
As far as I'm concerned, our history is merely a fictional story that is boring and unconvincing.
:/ like a horrible movie.
Seriously, what do you know?
Yeah yeah, we're not suppose to make the same mistakes as the politics did.
I don't see how it benefits us ...
&& I do hope I don't have to retake for not doing the folio :/
Goddamn.

On a lighter note, I spent my first day of my break, in front of the laptop, butt cramping.
Playing Mafia Wars :))
Ah, I only woke up after 12 anyways.
I made sure I got up late.. :)))
Might as well make use of the time I have, whilst I have it! :D

I put my faith in you, so much faith,
& then you just threw it away.
You threw it awayy.

ncjnp*wont you feel my heartbeat once more?

I Bet You Had This Today;

2009-07-09T11:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, BCWS :)

Turning Inside Out, Tell Me Why.

2009-07-08T23:25:00.009+08:00

Cause I'm here for you,
Please don't walk away,
& please tell me you'll stay.
currently listening to; your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus

Oh baby, baby. :)
French orals went pretty smooth today
& we finished earlyy.
I had 2 options, follow the boys for futsal; as planned.
Or follow the girls to KLCC; to shop.

I did neither.

After college, I followed the guys for late breakfast early lunch;
PAN MEE! Near Atria, yumm ;)

Then, J dropped me off to get a cab, cause DSH was in the opposite direction of where they were going.
:/ lol you blurr thing, thank you ;)

Got a cab and I went to DSH.
I got lost in the hospital :/
Running from the Premier Ward to the one I'm actually suppose to go to.
Yeahh, I looked like a lost chicken.
Was so happy to see her ALIVE!
OMG.
Partners in crime, reunited :p
I missed you :)
Gave her stuff to study for Malaysian Studies, while waiting for the doctor to come.
Everybody meet, Wolverine ;)

Showing me the middle finger ;)
She's actually eatingg!
Good good :)
Super stoked that she was leaving that day. :)
After almost a week...

Embarrassed to say, I fell asleep on the bed next to her....
Er..
Whaaaat ==
It was cold, so I wanted to cover myself with the blanket and ended up falling off to sleep.
:) hehh..

Then, I get a call from the best friend which completely woke me up!
Woke up to see Sya still sleeping so nicely.
So I packed my stuff, whispered goodbye to her and left the hospital for OU.
Ended up eating at McD's cause it was the one thing we agreed on.
Walking around, talking like nobody's business && smiling from ear to ear.
Cause I saw something that made my heart fall to the pit of my stomach! :D

After lunch in OU we went to Sunwayy College.

Something about selling her stuff, so I called Dharu to see if she was in college.
And she totally screamed at me for being there when she wasn't.
Ah, sorry lovey.
&& I totally promised I'd come back again to see her :))
I will, next week. I'll keep you posted.

Sunway is so much bigger than KDU, looks like it anyway.
&& the lifts aren't so creepy.
I just had to take a picture of the toilet.
Cause, KDU's toilets have bigger mirrors && are so spacious :)

Drove over to SP to see my uncle to make an appointment :)
I'm stoked.
Tummy full with Starbucks.
Ew la, the new one, is like sucky :/
Wtves. I finished it anyways, thanks best friend :)

Then she drove me home.
"Do you notice you take pictures in EVERYBODY'S car?"
"Heh :D"
"You don't wanna take your license ah?"
"Not yet, that's what I have you for" :))))))))

ILYSM!
I had fun today.
It's true, the cute ones are always gay,
Leaving us with the sexy serial killers,
Well, I'm certainly not complaining.
Heh, I just had to post it here.
Ingenious!

I don't believe that anybody,
Feels the way I do about you, now.♡

Kiss The Rain.

2009-07-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

This is the way you left me

I'm not pretending.
currently listening to; happy ending by mika

Exam is pretty much considered over for us.
Can I get a whoot whoot!
LOL
Went over for Tom Yam soup with the boys cause I had nothing else better to do.
The last paper was front office management && it was pretty okay.
I'm not gonna say it was easy cause, it'll just jinx everything.
Went to the cc along the row of shops && I watched The Unborn.
While the two played Warcraft ==
It looks stupid, and boring & a waste of time.

Geniuses playing Warcraft.
While I occupied myself with unborn babies & weird children.

I didn't even realize that it started raining not long after that..
:/ was so into the movie.
Then J had to go backk..
&& it was almost 6, so I had to walk back to college to wait for mum.
So I walked back ALONE, in the rain.
== stupid Andrew.
LOL :D kidding la.

Bumped into Mr Sexy Legs on the way back.
Don't worry, there'll be a HUGE present on your desk when we're back for sem2 :))

*Thank You for everything! :) ILYSEXYLEGS!

What's broken,
Is broken.♡

Pond Scum.

2009-07-06T22:27:00.005+08:00

So don't go away say what you say
But say that you'll stay.
currently listening to; don't go away by oasis

Seriously, I'm not even gonna get into it :))))
Whatevs.

So exams have started :/
2 DOWN,
2 MORE to go.
I'll be going to DSH on Wednesday to see that granma.
LOL ;)

I wanna go futsal :p
HAH! Joke of the century.
I'll just watch you guys play la okay.
Going out this weekend, yes? :)

Have no idea how I'm gonna pull of French and FO tmr.
But yeah, :/
Dad came with his whole I want you to try to get a 3.5 and above GPA.
WHAAA?
Think what.
I'm not all that smart okay, && he can say it when I'm spacing out, talking to myself.
Just selitkan kata kata manis, as if it puts less pressure on me.
Ugh.
Freaking Malaysian Studies this Saturday, then then.
I'M DONE.
Off for holiday. :D
Phew.

I'm gonna do some French now.
Pulling an all nighter; burning the midnight oil.
All the freaking peribahasa's you can think of meaning staying up late studying.
Yeah I know, it's bad bla bla. But it's working so far.
I'll accept, the consequences.
Horrible, facial complexion taking about a week to fully recover.
Eye bags the size of the moon, coffee streaming through my veins.
Ah, it's so SPM la.
Just more hardcore?
There's more at stake.

Okay, so like.
Bye :)

He took my mind off of you,
Only for awhile.♡

Your Eyes Have Changed, But The Memories Remain.

2009-07-05T22:42:00.005+08:00

& if you want to leave

I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
currently listening to; follow me by uncle kracker

Hiiiighh :)
I didn't go for CHEER 09 today.
Bummer, was kinda hanging onto a tinge of a possibility that I might actually be able to go.
But nah, I spent my afternoon in the field in front of Amcorp :D
Watching Matty playy!
Whooh.
Oh there were some cheerleading action going on, that was CHEER 09 for me la this year.
Damn sad.

We came prepared this week.
Camera.......check
Red & black attire.......check

Spot Matty! :))
Haha it's seriously damn fun to watch all this small kiddo's roll around on the grass.
Like some drama act to either waste time or get a free kick.
They're starting young.
It's just too adorable :)
See, told you I'd be there ;)
God just wants me to be there to watch you play la.
Now, be happy.
You still have Round 2, so stop cursing and frowning.

Before the game, we managed to snap some pictures
& during half time as well.
I was overly excited && couldn't control myself.
:D hehh..
More pictures on FB!

OH!
Congrats Blitzerz!
& Dynamitez got 5th??! WTH.

Tourism Industry is such a boring subject =='
Ugh.

Wish me luck :)

Goodnight.

p s : i don't wanna get used to this.
p s s : please, don't make me..
p s s s : imyb :(

The sky grew dark and the sun burned out
So suddenly. :(

Remember Me?

2009-07-05T03:27:00.003+08:00

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
& the more I want you here with me
currently listening to; lonely september by pwt

So I'm not freaking going for Cheer.
End of discussion.
I HAFTA HAFTA study for finals.
Should be heading off to bed right about now...
But I'm still wide awake.
My head is full with Tourism Industry notes :/
Aiyaiyai.

Chelle Leong, buzz me if you're here.
Kim, sorry babe, we'll postpone catching up session to next week aight.
Eric, stop giving people wrong info, tsk tsk.
Matty baby, I'm going for your game later!! :))))

Mafia Wars is like heroin.
Gosh, I'm on fb most of the time cause of it.
The only times when I'm not on MW page is when I run out of energy & stamina.
HAHA
My life sounds so, sad.
LOL, made a deal with kitty.
I will catch up.
I hope. 50 bucks, although little, sounds good right about now.
HAHA :p

Hungry lah, damn.
Want maggie gorenngg :d
Oright before I start cooking in the kitchen, I think I better go to bed now..
At least try to sleeep.

Goodnighhht loves.
xx

You are my own
brand of heroin.♡

ncjnp*memories, are the worst :(

The Way He Moves, Gives Me Orgasms.

2009-07-04T17:13:00.007+08:00

& I said, goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
currently listening to; goodbye to you by chelle b.

Hello loves.
Feels like it's the first Saturday in ages that I'm at home.
&& it's relieving.
I've been studying, a little here and there.
The fact that all my notes are on the comp and that I don't have a printer, bites. :/
I'm so easily distracted :(
PROCRASTINATION, oh how fond I am of it.
Ugh.

Oh. I was tagged by Adyy Sabki to make my own album cover :)
It's on FB && I like it. :)

My Band Name; Antonia Liskova,
The Album Title; Life is too short for traffic.
I swear, I followed the rules!
I tagged some of ya'll. SO go do it, okay.
Sorry lah. I'm stressing, regretting not writing notes during class so it'll be easier.
I need to release it in one way or another.
I will persevere :/

X___________________________________________________X
I'm so dead la. I passed on steamboat today so that I could do some studying done.
&& I might be going for Cheer after all.
So, it's better I study today kan kan.
Sorry baby, if I'm not there to watch your game.
I'll send reinforcements okay.
Good luck, Matty.

I think the me inside is asleep still.
Feels like it's so quiet and dead inside.
No, I'm not on drugs, I'm out of cash.
I wanna start playing the guitar again.
The simplest way to distress apart from running around the park to clear my head.
Damn, I feel so messed up.
Ugh.

& for me to tell you that I Miss You-
Is an understatement.♥

你总是离开我，现在该轮到我

2009-07-03T22:45:00.014+08:00

Maybe it's all for the best,
I just don't see any good in this, no.
Maybe we'll find something better
But the lovers that leave us
Will always hold the place
currently listening to; between you & i by every avenue

I've been learning Chinese, well, trying to.
HAHA I can understand, a little bit, rarely la, but still okay.
I just have to shout, English, please and it's translated.
I know how to write life (生), star (星), moon (月) and I love you, in Chinese!
Slow and steady la okayy.
I like writing life and star. EASY!
The rest look like a kindergarten kid trying to draw a house.
Don't laugh at me la.

Sya's in the hospital :(
Feel better sayang, I come see you tmr okayy!
Bring you SLURRRPEEEE ;)

College was funn today :)
I hate the DRAMA, spoils everything.
I am always surrounded by drama.
HAHA do I have a sign on my forehead inviting it to intervene in my life.
After I eliminated the long ass Bold & The Beautiful like thinng *rollseyes*
Something else just decides to make an appearance =='
Nuff said.

Hm, I'm trying hard not to cut my hair.
Gonna try to see if it can grow longer so that I can go back to my previous hairstyle.
Heee, curly wurlys.
I miss my curls :(

Cheer 09, tmr!
Anyone going? LOL
I said I'm going, but I'm lazyy.
&& it won't be fun, for me at least.
I might go on Sundayy thoughh. :))
See you there! If I see any of you.
Just wave okayy, I promise I'll wave back.

I'm so tired. I'm falling off to sleep on my knee as I rest my head on it typing this.
LOL
Yeah, gonna go to bed after I upload pictures on FB.
Oh, follow me on twitter okayy; CLICK!
I rarely go into it though, I don't see why it's so fun.
& yeah, I have it. =='
Diam you. heh :]

Goodnight loveys ♥
xx

*I take back my invitation,
I guess I just thought you'd at least want to keep your promise.
Ah, forget it.
It's fine, you don't owe me anything.
You always leave me hanging, I should have known better.
I know you don't know how it feels.
Let me summarize it, it bites, it's mentally straining..
But I hope you're happy now.
It's nice to see that our friendship doesn't mean anything to you.
You left, I lost a friend, thanks best friend :(

It hurt when you left me hanging,
You practically ripped my heart out by eradicating me out of your life.”

Piece Me Back Together Baby.

2009-06-30T21:09:00.006+08:00

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
currently listening to; she's out of my life by the late mj

editt;
Yeah, I had all intentions to blog before but never really got around to the stories, only my usual heading :)))
Spent last weekend in Subang, cause the 'rents weren't around.
Ohh yeah, was long awaited.

Late night sessions with tequila and tobacco, dishing out secrets and dissing my parents...
It should be a weekly thing, lol ;)
You'll go bankrupt, I'm warning you.
The first night, we stayed up til 5, god knows why la.
Was suppose to go out for breakfast but I died on the bed after suggesting it in the first place.

Then then then on Sunddday;
I watched TRANSFORMERS 2; REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!
Whoots. Words just can't bloody describe la okay.
It was AWESOME!
I can't wait for the third :D
& wtf can Megan Fox get any hotter!
Practically the whole cinema cheered when she came on screen, sitting on the bike, in a porn star position, airbrushing something on the bike.
Heee, I just spoiled the opening for you who haven't watched it yet.
SORRY; not really, but yeah :)
&& I made necessary arrangements for project x ;)
End of this month, end of this month, when I get my salary.

Yeah, I haven't got my salary yet la okay.
What a bummer :(

My break's coming up soon and Singapore is back on baby!
But yes, exams are next week :/
Presentation week this whole week....
& I'm so happy they're over!

I think Rosie's in another state, on some island.
Pangkor? Langkawi? Penang? One of those la..
The house phone is so quiet..
Come home, come home.
I have stories :))))))

Being in a college and having friends as chef's has it's benefits, MAJOR.
Ngeee, especially for me, it's better when the food is free.
Since I just eat my heart out whenever possible.
:( senior chef students left already, no more free food from Syukur!
Ah bummer, no one to kacau in the kitchen alreadyy.
HAHA am gonna miss you burger boy.
Thanks for temaning me all the days when I was alone.
You're the best.

The comp lab has become my second home.
& Mafia Wars is my best friend.
HAHA
How pathetic.

Done for now.
More pictures are up on FB.

♥♥ Still steady okay.

Another Failed Attempt At A Purposeful Blog Post.

2009-06-22T10:33:00.009+08:00

:D The title says it all.
So like, classes for today are cancelled.
Mr Anand is on MC so he cancelled afternoon front office class.
&& also, I don't think we have class in the afternoon on Wednesday either.
I'll keep my fingers crossed.
Ily Mr Anand, but I wanna watch Transformers :p heh

I have presentations to finish up and then I'm done for the semester.
Wuu!
Meanwhile, I'm sitting here in college, in my uniform mind you, jumping from lab to lab, blogging :D
Dad can't come get me now, and he can only leave at like during lunch :/
Oh well, this is the first time going home half day since classes started.
I would be out in OU or in the Yellow house if not.
Yes, I'm saving money :D
Be proud of me!
Except for the occasional credit, I'm gonna try not to spend so much.
The operative word here; TRY :D
A for effort, yes?

I'ma go home and do my presentations after this, unless of course I get side tracked, like I always do :)))))
It's currently, 11.08am.
I think lunch time is at, 12.30pm?
Idk. I seriously don't know how my sister can spend the whole day in college without getting restless.
OMG and she's been in college for like 4 years man.
Wth, it's barely 4 months and I can't take it :|

The lecturer just kicked us out of his class :/
HAHA so we jumped to the next lab.
PCT people are here too, but they, unlike myself, are busy doing assignments.

I'm like a brat waiting for her ice cream at ben & jerry's.
Impatient.

It seems like there's not enough weekends latelyy.
Especially when I wanna do/go/see so many things/places/people during the weekend.
OH-EM-GEE speaking of which,
Farah Liyana, we have to go out before you leave okayy :(
Don't fall sick this time.
Oh I was in Parade that day and and I bumped into Shila the Platipus :D
Man, I miss that woman and her nomad-ness.

I'm ranting for now reason.
It is now 11.46am, God help me.
Yea, so May was a rough month, hence why I didn't blog much.
As you can see, only ONE post.
There were a string of events, you just wouldn't believe my luck.
First the computer kept shutting off for no reason at all what so ever.
Then, when it was sorta back to normal, the freaking monitor died, like literally.
So we went out and bought another one :))
Then I think everything was fine for like a week.
After that, everything started getting psycho.
And Shane started throwing bitch fits and giving me attitude.
By right, he's not Shane anymore, I stripped him of his name.
Now we have a laptop, Sexii Acer.
I'm naming everything Sexii from now onwards.
It's easier that way.
Sexii D[esktop] is still sleeping and I really don't know whyy you need to know this.
I'm just bored okay, this is my humble source of entertainment as I wait for daddyoh to come get me.
There are no speakers here and I didn't bring my headset and thumbdrive with songs in em.

Yay, speak of the devil.
I'm gonna go wait for dad now, he'son his way.
FINALLY.
Okay so now this was extremely pointless but oh so time fulfilling :D
I can always count on blogger to keep me company whenever... :))))

Chao loveys.

Go, wet the bed!

2009-06-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

Just a quick one today.
I'm not really up for a long purposeful blog post, please excuse me :)))
Happy Father's Day to all the father's of the world.
You guys are a pain, but, still part of us in one way or another, whether we like it or not.
Ah fuck, ily daddy.

So like this has been bugging me for a few weeks now.
Don't think I'm weird or anything, it's just I've been getting bruise marks all over my thighs.
Like when I wake up there's a new one, so fuhreakidicky.
I decided to tell my parents la, and they suddenly went on about how I need to cleanse myself before going to bed.
Well, FYI parents it's gonna take more than just water and soap to cleanse me :)))
So yeah, freaky blue black marks on my thighs when I wake up, I have visitors at night ;)
My dad was like you might be bringing them into the house.
Then my mum was like, you don't know if they're good or bad that's why you should cleanse yourself.
Spiritually and physically.
I think it's one of their ways of getting me to pray I guess.
Jumping on each opportunity they get.

Yay, I won't be home this weekend, because my parents won't be home.
Heh heh ;))))
&& I can finally go for my tattoo consultation, wuu.
I can't wait to hear the damage :/
Even so, I think this week is gonna be fun :)))))

OH && I think my Singapore trip is gonna be postponed :(
NOHHH! I'm so looking forward to it.
But because of this stupid H1N1 bullshit.
Dad doesn't want us to go overseas *rollseyes*
It's practically part of Malaysia, I don't see what the big deal is.
But thennnn, I don't think I'd wanna risk getting infected.
Do I?

2009-06-21T01:01:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Adyy, cucuku :D

♥ sexy nana.

2009-06-21T00:23:00.004+08:00

Love is,

When you wake up in the morning, you check your phone for any texts or calls from her/him and immediately text them good morning just to show you care.
When you feel like crap the whole day, she/he turns it all around and makes it the best day ever.
Butterflies doing the jig in your tummy every time you see her/him.
Whenever the phone rings, you want it to be her/him calling.
When a HUGE GRIN appears on your face each time you talk to her/him.
Talking to her/him on the phone like there's no tmr, even when you've run out of credit.
Missing her/him when they're gone.
Giving her/him kisses, for no goddamn reason.
Holding her/him so tight you feel their heartbeat.
The best thing in the world when you're loved back.
Fighting for no reason and making up for it.
Accepting her/his imperfections.
What makes the world go round.
Whatever you want it to be.

:))
I hope that answered your question.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7

The Object Of My Obsession.

2009-06-20T21:36:00.008+08:00

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

Listen baby, never would have said forever
If we knew it ends so fast
Why did you say I love you
If you knew that it wouldn't last?
currently listening to; on the line by demi & jo bros

I've been neglecting you again. I'm sorry :)
Things have just been really hectic lately in college.
Assignments all due one after another.
But, it's the weekend and I'm pretty free. Well, now at least.
Exams are coming up so I guess fun and games are over, for now ;)

& btw loves, S.X.E isn't SEX.
LOL it's SEXY, say it one letter at a time and you'll get it.
I like la okay, don't judge me :P

So college is like, super fun now that everybody's starting to get comfortable with everybody.

Who woulda thought right.
Pictures are up on FB of all our nonsense, before, during and after classes :D

Oh, did I mentioned I came out in the NST?
Yes, yes, some ugly picture la okay.
I look flat and old.
&& they like spelt my name wrongly!
Nicole June Paul, wtf.
My theory is that the reporter wanted to take revenge since I made fun of her laugh =='
Slap her la, cb.
But, nevertheless, I sound pretty intelligent.
FYI, I didn't say the last part, but I said the rest.

Moving on, I went for Adyy's BBQ Party.
Stupid mafakas who bailed, slap you la.
At least use a plausible explanation, she's not thaaat stupid you know.
But but, I started the fire, with the help of the fire starter, but whaaat, I still fanned the thingg :P
HAHA, I'm not useless after all, be proud of me ladies and gents.

Before going down to the poolside, we were like in Adyy's condo preparing the food and stuff.
Then she calls me to the balcony to look at the pool.
I burst out LAUGHINGG!! Wouldn't you seriously?
Lol but it's like quite rouuund la ;)))))

Oh && BOY was there too.
Well, not there there for the party.
Just happened to be there.
Nice talking to you BOY.

&& sat down and kept him company while he waited for his friends to come down from their condo.
As usual, I took pictures, with and without him :P
Yeah, he calls me girl. Hence the reason why I call him boy.

Oh, we bought a kitty cat for Adyy.
His/Her name's MITTENS.
I think it's a HER, but I'm not so sure.

Look look, sho ahdorable kan kan.
I'm not a big fan of cats, but this one is an exception la :)
Only for you Adyy.

People as usual were trickling in only at around 9 when they were suppose to be there at 7.
Malaysian timing? We were late too la, to set up the stuff.
Makes no difference anyways.. Malaysian timing baby.
I met people I don't remember :/ I'm really bad at this la, but whatevs I'll see ya'll in college.
More pictures are up on FB, so go check em ouut kayy :D

I had fun Adyy, I hope you did too.
Ily.

One in the same, never to change
Our love was beautiful.♥ ”

Broken.

2009-06-19T02:42:00.004+08:00

I'm in love with a girl I hate

She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me
I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor
I'd trade her in a second
She's a backseat driver
A drama provider
An instant update of the world
She's a first-class liar
A constant forgetter
She's attractive but bitter
Did you scream enough to make her cry?
It's a turn around
Turn around
Baby, don't return to me
If you think that I'm not worth your time

So here I am, and I'm dying
And I'm waiting for you
Waiting for you
Come back, come back to me
And I'll take you gladly
And I'll take you in again
currently listening to; she's a lady by forever the sickest kids

You Excite Me.

2009-06-17T23:36:00.008+08:00

And it's okay if you have to go away

Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
song; you and i both by mraz.

I don't know why but, I only slept at 5 in the morning.
OMG la, woke up with my sex dream still fresh in my mind.
Yes, that's right, sex dream.
GOD KNOWS whyy la okayy.
Yeah, slept for about an hour and a half.
Woke up like some zombie regretting ever sleeping in the first place.
Got ready and as late, againn...

College was fun, we took pictures after English class.
But I'm super lazy to get the camera, tmr okayy loves :)
I managed to sneak in some shut eye for about 10 minutes in the comp lab.
Then I became restless and decided to walk to the library where kor and the rest were.
Ate chocolate rocks on the way home, all the way from Belgium :d

Came home and it's the first day of the week that I'm having dinner this whole week.
I've been skipping, didn't really have appetite these pass few dayys.
Sshh, I'm eating again, :X

So I'm online with Erico Hendroff :D
Making faces, feel free to click on em.

I can't wait for Fridaayy.
:))))

You didn't text me todayy.
So I texted you, ily.
Goodnight lovies. ♥

You and I both loved,
What you and I spoke of.”

Lost &Insecure, FIND ME.

2009-06-16T23:20:00.006+08:00

RAWR
means I Love You in Dinosaur.

Hello beautiful people jumping from blog to blog and so happened to stumble upon mine :D
Taking a break from my assignment, while waiting for him to come back from studying.
Mmm, yummy.
LOL I'm obsessed.

Anywho's, assignments have been piling up.
Not that I haven't been doing it, just that it just keeps coming and all are to be handed in at around the same time :(
I'm so worried about presentation week ... GAH!

I feel like 24 hour days are not long enoughh :(
I hate this lah, it's worst than SPM.
I just have to keep reminding myself that;

holidays are in 3 weeks
end of SEM 1 is in 2 weeks;

and I think that should be enough to keep me sane.
Or at least I hope so.

I have an English presentation tmr, okay more like, just get up in front of class and speak.
No clue what am gonna say, I'll probably go on like a babbling buffoon.
I think if worst comes to worst, I'll just talk about food.
How much I NEED, LOVE & WANT it.
==' lame la.

I realized that I'm always the odd one in my group :p
First they all wore white one day and I wore red.
&& today, they wore their uniforms and I wore purple :)))
I like being the odd one out.
The seniors have exams noww, then later everybody will go on holidaay.
& we'll be stuck in college, still.
We leave when they come back.

Nothing happened today.
Last night was heartbreaking :(((

Well, back to my assignment now.
Goodnight lovies. ♥

RAWRR,
Ily.”

Euphoria, baby.

2009-06-15T01:58:00.011+08:00

And now you're filling all the space that surrounds you,
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed,
Where you gave yourself to me.
Where I gave myself to you.
song; between you and i by every avenue

Yesterday was good :)
I was out the whole day.
Oh yess I was, parents have seemingly loosen the tight restrain, just a little.
But a little goes along waaay!
After church and Matty's game, I had a dinner date with Nish Fugga & Shan.
Fugga was sick so, she was mia :(
Met up in Jaya One instead of Sunway, cause it's nearer :)
I thought Nish was gonna cancel too but she came on crept from behind and startled me a little ;)
Yay, assth-hole. =="
Ah, but it gave me some time alone with Shanis to bond :)
ily babe.
OTWC was like, packed? Idk, we were at some corner la, couldn't really see.
So like, the waiters couldn't see us too.
I got so desperate I kept tapping on the glass window and then waved to get them to come to our table.
Asshole.
When you carry hand right, they'll carry too and like stone there for a while.
Like can you just walk and carry your hand ah, grr.
So yeah, no one wanted to eat =="
So I yate alone, boo :(

Then Nish ate KBT, loooooong after I finished my tasteless TYN
After all that, I was still hungry, heh.
Yeah, I'm pregnant la okay.
So we jumped over to Wendy's and took pictures on the wayy.
:D
Sat outside, talked and ate over a box of ciggs.
Ahh, memories of good times, of good fun.

Headed back to Nish's car and decided to go back to my place for awhile.
Nish drove! & the car died :P
Apparently it's the first time dying after A LONG WHILE so yeah, I bring bad luck :(
There was no radio but Miss Tiara was singing her little engine away.

Got home and Mum was waiting outside, arms folded.
Shanis was like all scared, haha.
I played around with my uniform and showed off my bow tie ;)
AAAAAH.
I apparently looked like a boy.
Fugga, I better see you before you leave babe!
We'll go out Saturday or something, feel better love.

Shanis showing all 32 teeth :D && Nish Gill reading my Nicole June Paul rubbish.

Loads of fun with the girlfriends this weekend and hopefully many more to come before my finals :/
I only have approximately 11 days off college in July starting from the 8th up to the 19th.
I kant vaiit :P
My first sem is coming to an end in like 2 weeks?
Wuuhwee!
Next sem, I get to cook.
OH-M-GEE
Nicole in the kitchen yow, heh heh.

I'm on the phone with stupid Rosie, who's stressing over how she's gonna be 20 next year.
She's feels old apparently! HAHA memang pun.
Ily you la :)

Ps; I haven't been quite myself lately..
Pss; Yummy, you made my day ;)
Psss; Please just take care of yourself, I worry..

& now you're filling all the space that surrounds you
I'll soon be tucked away underneath your bed.”

Keeps My Mind Off Missing You.

2009-06-14T16:33:00.014+08:00

Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain

Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain

You're the one thing that I'm missing here

With you beside me I no longer fear

song; i'd rather be with you, josh radin

So since I've stopped working, I feel so FREE.

I finally have time for my friends and family :))

Feels good, but, you know, I still am gonna work.

I need them extra ringits.

But for now, I'm savouring every moment :)))))))

DARRYL FOO HAO EN!

Even if that is your real name =="

Stupid boy kept me up til 2 in the morning, talking his head off.

LOL oh the effects of staying at home on a Saturday night; doing nothing ;)

I'm immune to it.

He and his stupid tongue action. Slap you lah.

You hyper little boy. :))))

Oh please feel free to share my pain.

KLEEK on the image, and see his oh so proud moment.

&& I wanted to sleep :(

He kept on with his nonsense for half an hour more, haiyo

But I survived. Got some shut eye in church today :p

I was craving Subwayy...

So, we drove over to Amcorp since it was the closest :)

AHH and there were vintage cars parks everywhere, I was weak in the knees.

So bummed that I didn't bring my camera.

Matty, said I'd miss his game if I went for mass.

BUT I managed to catch BOTH of his games today.

Looked over at the field opposite Amcorp and saw all these small boys running around.

I made sure we watched him play.

5 Subways && a Dark Berry Mocha Frap, to go and we were set for the match.

He was so adorable in his jersey, aw Matty.

Jersey colours, RED BLACK && WHITE.

HAHA! Wuu.

The games were hella exciting and they're now top of the table with one game in hand :)

Cheered my lungs out, and got burnt and itchy under the sun :/

His team is pretty strong and Matty sure can play, scoring the second goal in the second match.

Go # 12!

I was right behind the goal post when he tapped the ball in.

Awesome one, got to see it up close.

Haha, so nice lah. I wish I had a brother playing in the little league.

My dad was trying to share his football knowledge since he used to be pretty damn good at it when he was younger.

They broadcast it on tv also tau!

But I forgot the days and the time :/ even when godpa mentioned it a couple of times;

I wasn't paying attention la.

SO from now on, apart from gymming in the evening,

I'm gonna be in the Amcorp field every weekend, supporting my darling cousin :D

Embarrassing him all at the same time :))

Cheering him on when those kampung idiots say immature things about 11 year old children.

Assholes =='

It was hella fun, good fun, sober fun :)

I'd get burnt any day, only for you Matty!

Love me, ♥

Before the match. Hyper with my Dark Berry, heh.

Mmmm, whipped creamm :d

Proud of you, baby. After his first match, which they won; 1-0

#12

Go Matty GO!

During the second match, they won; 3-2

I reallly don't mind spending my weekends like this.

These kids can play man, damn.

I think it's good that they're exposing the kids at an early age.

This way they'd be able to build a proper foundation, if they wanna keep doing this.

Waiting on the confirmation of the DSLR so that I can take sporty pictures.

Saw so many shots I could have taken today, oh well.

We have to make do with what we have, kan kan.

Don't complain, I aint complaining :))

I'm satisfied.

I just want stuff, and Nicole gets what she wants; most of the time anyway.

Nuff said :)

& even if it kills me -
I’m going to smile”

180°

2009-06-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

But if it makes you happy

Keep on clapping

Just remember I'll be by your side

song; let there be love, oasis

She just knows how to make me feel better when no one else possibly can.

Quite an impromptu lunch date with lex today.

Ily, Alexis Chen Wai Nee.

1901's in Pyramid while catching up with EVERYTHING that I've missed out on.

&& We managed to squeeze in a movie too; Drag Me To Hell.

==' some parts were gay, and funny.

The ending was predictable .. pfft

BUT the suspense was the shit lah.

Suspense je best, my heart was beating damn fast.

The old lady was so looked kinda, disgusting

Makeup was awesome!

EW.

I'm not a 17 Again, Hannah Montana, fan.

&& I heard Blood wasn't that good.

Atleast I had fun laughing at Lex scream and hide in her bag.

So yeah :))))

I'm filled in and I finally got to spend time with her.

Man, I miss all of ya'll :(

HAHA next, KARAOKE!

:D heeee..

The woman CAN drive :S

She puts the hazard in hazardous.

CRAP. It was damn funny!

Watching her drive, moreover since she has elevation ;)

HAHA!

ELEVATION yow, don't mess.

Can you see the difference?

MUSTANG 1989 ;)

Thanks Lex, for turning my day around and putting a genuine smile on my face again.

Ily ♥

ncjnp*let there be love-let there be love

After A Long Hiatus, I'm Back.

2009-06-13T11:41:00.007+08:00

I figured we'd both change

But I thought we'd change together
The pain will pass in time, but the loss will last forever
We're apart when we're together
We're strangers whatever we do
We could fight but we can't make it better
It's the end of me and you
end of you and me, eric dill

Oh yes, I'm freaking BACK.

Can't believe I left it for so long, I've loads to update, but I'm not gonna.

Like I said, LOADS to update, I'd rather not get into detail.

I'll just pick up where I left off, if that's okay :D

Maybe I'll touch here and there, a little of everything, boleh?

Pangkor, pangkor, pangkor, was sorta the onlyy thing I looked forward to in May.

Had loads of fun, "studied" in the morning, played in the afternoon and partied at night.

Hells yeah!

The pc has been giving heaps of trouble, yeah, keeps switching off and shit.

Well, so, we kinda got a laptop. Oh finally :D

But yes, I still didn't well, blog, heh.

College has been something that keeps me busy and occupied, all the time.

It's a goood thing, I need to keep busy, I do I do.

Though my French isn't exactly improving :/

It's still fun, apart from the assignments, the company is the shit :)))))

People who are actually worst that I am.

Yeah, never thought possible but IT IS.

Been going through stages latelyy.

HAHA I'm right now, at the preggers stage.

I eat like I haven't eaten IN AGES!

I know right, but my jeans are still falling off so I guess it's okay.

Oh yess, and I've been going to the gym recently.

Exercise and badminton, woot woot.

So that's goood, atleast you now know, I haven't been in some hospital with tubes going in and out of my body, gasping for air, writting my will ect ect..

Yes, I'm alive, unfortunately for some.

LOL, how morbid did that sound.

I worked for a couples of weeks too for some extra greens.

I was Whisper girl, for 3 weeks.

& Yes, Whisper pads =="

With the stupid demo tray and what not.

Thanks Dionne Quek for getting me in trouble :p

Adyy, Sya & Jo who came to support the pad girl.

Ass, but I'm only getting paid in a month or two.

That kinda bites, but whtevs.

Plans have been made for the coming weeks/months.

SOOOO.....

I'm coming over when you're free Unc Dave, we'll go drinking :D

Gin, waterfall okay, don't forget :)) Oh and the Seremban KL plan, don't forget.

When your mum gets back la kay, it'll be easier ;)

Lyn, I'm coming to Singapore next month during my break,

Dad didn't object and I have money :)))))) woots.

Sya, ROADTRIP plans gao tim!

Andreww, paintball! :(

That's it, next post is about well, today.

ncjnp*we're getting farther as we grow, can't hold onto nothing, gotta let you go